immune

MOVE !

2005-01-01T03:12:00.000-08:00

I HAVE MOVED !

PPL, KINDLY RELINK ME !

THANKYOU LOADS !
WITH MUCH LOVE !

AND
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !
(:

I HATE YOU !

2004-12-31T15:33:00.000-08:00

I AM AT HOME NOW !
YES, IF NOT WHERE SHOULD I BE ?!
OH WHTEVER !

IM FUCKING NOT IN A GOOD MOOD AT ALL !
NOT A SINGLE BIT !
DAMN DAMN DAMN !

PISSED ?
DISAPPOINTED ?

OHWELLS.

WHTEVER IT IS, IM JUST NOT FEELING GOOD AT ALL !
NOT A SINGLE BIT OF THING IM DOING WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER !

SO FULL OF SHIT !

NEW YEAR'S EVE AND RIGHT !
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE FUN ?!
RIGHT RIGHT !
AS IF !
IT SUCKS !

FUCK IT !

IDOL* \ sji trg

2004-12-31T01:44:00.000-08:00

well well.
it's the LAST DAY OF THE YEAR 2004 !
damn.
time really flies !
so dreadful.
yawns yawns.

- looks at the time

went to school at 0730 hours.
bloody boliao.
simply a waste of my super precious time lah !
many ppl pon-ed by i dint for im so GUAI !
right.
whtever.

THREEUNITY - my new class
mrs theresa chan - form teacher.
man, she was my form teacher back in secondary one !
oh gosh !
another TWO MORE YEARS !
im so going to die !
in total, facing her for THREE YEARS man !
woah woah.
and wht's more ?
UNITY AGAIN ?!
it's going to be for THREE YEARS also !

damn.
life is so boring for me !
ergh.
sian sian sian.

went ard class visiting with eliza when we're supposed to be cleaning the classroom and all.
haha.
as if we care ?!
the classroom aint tht diry wht.
and so MANY ppl were cleaning so we're redundant there.
so you knw, might as well..
hahaha.

dear jean will be one class away from me !
in between us, there's justice ?
i think so, not so sure.
in it, there's xinjin !
whee.
at least SOMEONE !
wht's the best of all ?!
SPORTS class is beside my class !
my dearest leeyi !
hahaha
im going so insane here, so dont mind me, really.
(:

all in all, it's alright i would say.
not tht fantastic nor is it tht pathetic.
we'll just hope the class will be a nice one in the years to come.
got to survive together..
blahblahblah together.
oh whtever.
...

school sort of ended at 0945 hours.
supposed to be 0930 though but yea.
school NEVER release us punctually !
this is so craB !

idled ard in school and all.
damn it !
something went wrong with my head, i actually WAX-ed my damn hair !
it's fucking hard man !
so not used to it cos i dont even like using wax.
haha.
whtever.

went to toapayoh macs and all.
had lunch there and ~~studies~~ ?
right.
i was busy using jocelyn, my darling's DONE homework as reference.
haha.
to put it in layman terms, simply COPY !
haha.
i dont give a shit.
ohwells.

and WOW WOW WOWWWW !
my energy BOOSTER appeared !
haha.
im so HAPPY ! (:
at first, i dint believe xinrong's words tht yea yea..
BUT !
it's damned true man !
haha.
cos i trusted xinjin first and all then yea.
ohwells.
only the twon of them knw wht im trying to say.
and YES !
my neck is sort of aching now !
thanks to me keep turning to one direction and all.
lol.

xinjin \ xinrong \ daphne \ yushi \ yushan \ jasmine \ i then headed for sji for trg.
trg there was dreadful !
i was pissed !

tht tht THT stupid guy is named by ME as - tht fucking boy
wth.
tht shit is so disrespectful and all.
FINE !
tht fucking guy !
go and eat shit !
DAMNED !
im pissed.
ohwells.
lost to tht weihao AGAIN due to his TYCO-s ?!
knn ccb tmd.
when i was abt to win..
then WOW !
tyco !
woohoo !
congratuations lah !
wtf.
uber pissed.

ohwells.
im not going there to train ~~AGAIN~~ !
NEVER NEVER NEVER !

and so dreadful again.
i ALMOST won xiao bai - wang rui !
lost to her 2-3 when the last set was 9-11.
ergh.
so infuriating.
but during the match..
hahaha.
she was DISTRACTED by AHEM AHEM !
ssshhhh..
shant say, if not she'll run after me man !
=P

after trg, waited for my mum to fetch me !
i was the last girl waiting there lah.
ergh.
so dumb man.

anyhow, im damn sleepy now lah.
like wht's the time ?
0202 hours ?
sleep is most necessary now !
so goodnight to all !

byebye.

quotes -

2004-12-30T00:10:00.000-08:00

quotes i like (:

- if you wna blame someone, blame YOURSELF !
- set your own DESTINY !
by RANDY ORTON ((:

- it doesnt matter where you are, it only matters WHO you're with.
by CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY (:

blahblah

2004-12-29T23:52:00.000-08:00

damn !
got to go to school tmr !
how ~~NICE~~ is tht ?!
damn fucked up !
realised so many damn ppl are in the same class as me !
oh shit !
im so going to die !
screams out loud !
and really, im not saying only i can hate them, im sure they hate me too !
so why is the damned world is the school putting us together ?!
and WOW WOW !
for two bloody years !
got to tide through the dreadful o levels together also !
right.
this is shit, damn shit !

im really super dreading TMR !
reality will be presented to me !
i dont wna accept it but can i decline it ?
man, no, it's sadly tht i CANT !

i wna get into another class !
help help HELP !
i seriously seriously seriously wna get OUT !
transfer me out, someone !
and i would really really thank YOU loads for tht !

i was ranting over the phone to dear leeyi abt this and tht !
lucky her, got to get back with everyone from her present class !
the SPORTS class tht is.
how i WISH i can get in there too ?!
pretty please..
someone, let me survive my two years there ?
right right.
AS IF !
simply WISHFUL THINKING, i must say.

but really, the school's being unfair !
terribly unfair !
i mean, tabletennis is a SPORT too, RIGHT ?!
but why cant any of us get into the SPORTS class ?!
aint tht unfair and just being clearly biased ?!
damn !
i cant take it !
boohoohoooooo !

why why WHY isnt tabletennis recognised or something ?!
WHY ?!
i mean, we achieved SOMETHING at least this year so why arent we taken as an important sport in the damn school too ?
you mean, wht we've achieved is just crap and totally bull ?!
NO WAY !

ahhhhh !
ahhhhhh !
ahhhhhhhh !

this is totally not not not ~~FAIR~~ !
the damn world aint ~~FAIR~~ !
nothing is ~~FAIR~~ !

thankyou.
period.

quotes -

2004-12-29T08:10:00.000-08:00

dao !!!

2004-12-29T01:10:00.000-08:00

it is back to SILENT mode again.

fucking class !

2004-12-28T18:13:00.000-08:00

WHT THE FUCK !
WHT THE SHIT !
WHT THE HELL !

im totally IN the mood of screaming BUT cannot scream !
scream, i mean screaming OUT LOUD !
cant scream at this instance when im dying to !
damned !
my throat is super sore now !
like i dont even knw why ?!
i dint even eat any heaty food or whtever !
i guess, it's just me screaming IN my throat !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

i dont knw why am i reacting this way !
i dont wna react this way !
i dont understand why am i reacting this way !
i dont i dont I DONT !

okay, all i can do is to calm calm CALM down.
man, but i CANT !

MUMMY !
DADDY !
SISTER !
BROTHER !
GRANDMOTHER !
GRANDFATHER !
AUNTY !
UNCLE !
FRIEND !
BOYFRIEND !
GIRLFRIEND !
GAY !
LESBIAN !

I I I NEED NEED NEED HHEELLPPPPP !!!!!

i cant take it.
i cant take it when it hasnt even begun.
wow wow.
how ~~GREAT~~ is tht ?!

my life is so fucking full of regrets !
regret here, regret there !
i shouldnt have done this, i shouldnt have done tht !
i should i should I SHOULD !

wth, really.
wht's the point of regretting now ?!

damn it !
HSU MAN PIN !
god damn hell !
just face it !

im so going to die !
im so going to commit suicide !
im so going to ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

hair cut -

2004-12-28T17:18:00.000-08:00

BYEBYE to my extended hair !
BYEBYE to my longER hair !
BYEBYE to my right-side parting !

screams out loud.

just had my hair cut.
it's not tht short but also not tht long.
i sort of okay it lah.
not exactly love it or exactly hate it.

ohwells.
fucking school is opening soon.
damn !
really terrible.
havent started on my homework and all.

realised tht some SHIT ppl will be in my class.
~~NICE~~ lah !
wth.
im so going to make her life HELL, oh no, WORSE than HELL !
she is such an ass.
with such pathetic scores and yet she can be able to appeal into a better class.
right right.
this is damned UNFAIR !
there's simply no justice in the world man !
how can ?!

NOW NOW NOW !
i am categorised into the LOUSIEST class of the level ?
yea man, i simply guess so.
ohwells.
wht else can i do ?
appeal like THEM and get back to physics so i wont be categorised with HER !
nahh, wht should i ?!
oh damn !
i seriously dont knw wtf am i ranting here ?!
just take tht im bullshitting !

ASS----HOLEEEEE !
( meet the fockers - LOL )

damn damned damn damned damn damned ;
darn darned darn darned darn darned ;

ohwells.
nothing more already lah.

I WILL SURVIVE, I HOPE !
right.
this sucks.

year 2005 will be a shitholed year man !
i hate it !
seriously, i DO hate it !

BYEBYE !

turn left turn right -

2004-12-27T16:31:00.000-08:00

HSU MAN PIN IS OFFICIALLY DOWN WITH A DAMN FLU !
damn it !
having flu sucks.
i bet it must be due to the hardworking me cos i have been tidying up my room and study.
dust flying everywhere.

AH-CHEWWWWW !

well well.
my room is STILL in a mess.
wonder how i actually survived for the past few days since christmas eve.
it has been THREE days when the place i sleep in is still in a mess !
man, this sucks.
seriously got to tidy it up by TODAY !
argh.

woke up super late today, at 1330 hours ?
haha.
had sufficient sleep ?
nahh, not really cos i only slept at 0445 hours.
was hogging on to melissa lim !
haha.
for the sake of WWM !
nevertheless, it's fun talking to her lah though they were many drrr drrrr sounds.
AHEM AHEM !!!

woke up.
had lunch.
watched vcd.
watched turn left turn right.
it was basically comical ; naggy ; draggy ; fate-y ?
haha.
the show was alright lah, not tht great too cos i guess, the scenario of which would never be reacted in the REAL life.
i mean, how would it be possible to have two person who live side by side and blahblah, knw each other from young and just cos she lost her bag then they lost contact ?
right right.
i seriously doubt tht it's so ~~REAL~~ lah.
anyhow, THANKYOU melissa lim for recommending me the show ?
haha.
=P

blahblahblah.

life is BORING !
school is REOPENING !

homework untouched.
books not read.
everything undone.
wish me luck in year 2005.

i regret wht i've done ;
why was it so embarrassing ;
why did i do tht ;
wht caused it to be wht it is of today ;
today aint the day i like ;
today aint the day i hope for ;
today aint the day i want it to be ;;

byebye !
(:

christmas is officially over ! ):

2004-12-26T15:45:00.000-08:00

my room and study is in a damn mess !
super messy, i must say.
screams out loud.
since christmas eve when i packed my stuff, i still havent have the time to put them back in place.
ergh.
so infuriating.
got to pack them up really soon.

down with a flu and cant breathe ?
haha.
yea, tht's true.
it aint my usual ' si-ness ' or however it's spelled but having myself sneezing like shit.
fortunately, went out yesterday and dint sneeze.
lol.
ears also giving me problems, terrible ones.
so shitholed.
ahhhhh.
there's some pus on both ears and all.
seriously, i shant take the risk and wear them ever.
this is crap.
screams out loud.

not in a exceptionally good mood now.
feeling quite shit up, to be more exact.
i dont knw lah.
i shall go watch turn left turn right as recommended by melissa lim.
haha.
my KUALA huh ?!
right, tht's so lame.
ohwells.
=/

bloody school is reopening SOON !
damn damned damneded !
sucks sucks sucks.
havent done a single shit of my homework yet ?!
or rather, havent even seen them lah.
i guess, i got to ask some ppl out to complete them ?
or maybe, copy theirs lah.
haha.
this is shit, really.
dreading going to the damn school of mine.
holidays over soon, very very very.

i hate it.

going to have a bbq session at my place tonight.
inviting my grandma \ second aunt \ third aunt over.
honestly, i dread them coming.
sorry to say tht but im just voicing my views.
ohwells.

nothing more.
dont wna be here already.
computers are dead stuff..
dont wna face it.
oh wth.
crapping away.

byebye.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! (:

2004-12-26T01:38:00.000-08:00

wow wow.
christmas is over just like tht.
wht's more have i got to say ?
haha.

christmas is a time when everyone -
plays ;
enjoys ;
laughs ;
screams ;
gives presents ;
recieves presents ;
spends time with friends and family ;

(:

im quite pleased with this year's christmas eve and day.
rather happy and enjoyable, i would say.
though some pissness arose in me, i guess, the happiness and all would just cover it up.

CHRISTMAS EVE -

went to raffles place with mum \ sis.
came home.
installed songs into my ZENMICRO - thanks SHUK ! (:
packed my table and cupboards.
sorted out my magazines and threw away 111 of them.
quite sad, really, but well, they're just taking up too much of my space.
packed and all and shitholicly, i got cut !
damned !
two fingers got cut !
OUCH !

went to second aunt's place for dinner.
watched shaolin soccer on channel 56.

went over to friends' place.
saw childhood friends.
talked crap .. ( HEALTHY, not DIRTY ) =P
played mahjong - won a couple of rounds.
too group photo.
exchanged presents.
got a pen holder ? =/
went home at 0100++ hours.
came online.
talked to ppl ; wished ppl merry christmas and all.
sms-ed a little.
slept at 0230++ hours.

CHRISTMAS DAY ! (:

woke up at 1100++ hours.
came online for a second.
went offline.
had lunch.
bathed.

went out.
met up at cineleisure.
was late for thirty minutes. OOPS !
exchanged some presents. ): / (:
walked ard.
got tickets for meet the fockers !
it's NC 16 man !
haha.
im PROUD of it ! (:

went seperate ways - some played LAN ; shopping, walked ard
met up again at 1600 hours and had a staring session ?
right.
went up to level four or five then waited for the movie to show.

now, the CLIMAX !
as we're going in, we got stopped !
RIGHT !
it's was damned malu-a-ting.
everyone faked our ages.
haha.
true ages - two - 15 years old ; four - 14 years old ; one - 13 years old
faked tht darn manager ALL are 15 years old.
haha.
the damned trick dint work for tht idiot dint buy our story of which NONE of us brought our ic or ezlink cards.
nagged and dragged and whtever shit for at least fifteen minutes or something ?
saying we got to sit on the floor ; stand up ; sit seperately etc.
we FINALLY got to watch meet the fockers !
haha.

perhaps, it was christmas so yea.
ohwells.
but im happy in a way tht i look young ?
haha.
okay, at least, not look old for my original age.
whee.

the movie was moderately funny, i guess ?
some parts, i wasnt tht sure of wht it's trying to convey.
haha.
innocent thinkings on my part, maybe ?
well well.
nevertheless, it was a humourous and SEX show and all.

end of movie.
saw this girl who's SHORTER and definitely YOUNGER than me but she got through !
wth is this ?!
BUT the bottomline was tht she had her DAD with her so tht explains why she need not go through all those hustle to get through.
next time, i shall just go get someone older with us huh ?!
haha.

walked ard.
cineleisure to paragon to takashimaya.
settled down at takashimaya for dinner.
initially, i was having dinner there BUT ~~nice~~ and wtf !
my mum ordered me to be home, using my dad to pressure me.
FINE !
i got home.
while waiting for someone to fetch me back ; on the way home ; at home, i was DAMNED PISSED !
really really really PISSED, i must say !
i mean, wth is this ?!
it's CHRISTMAS, hello !
oh wtf.
nvm, shant argue with my folks, scali they ban me from any other outings then im really screwed !

got home.
had dinner.
was supposedly nice but to me, it sucked !
why ?
wasnt in the damned mood to eat.
was simply pissed.
and shit !
NOW, im SUPER HUNGRY !
ahhhh !

at least, when i got home, i had a consolation ?
yeayea.
timo boll was having his doubles match against this hongkong pair.
they were trailing 1-3 but managed to chase back and eventually won 4-3 !
simply remarkable !
he's damned cute !
haha.
my TABLETENNIS PROFESSIONAL IDOL ! (:

espn or starsports is simply too cheapskate !
knwing tht today, or rather, yesterday, la laters was against miami heats but they dint telecast it !
cheapskate cos they knw tht it would be damned expensive to buy the rights to show on tv.
right right.
so pissed.
cant watch kobe bryant and shaq oneal in action together BUT of a different team.
disappointing, really.
sighs.

something shit abt myself !
damned !
i declare tht im NOT going to wear earrings ever again !
like NO WAY !
so screwed with them.
got infections and all.
and i dont understand why in the freaking world did i wear them man.
gone insane, i guess.
haha.
ohwells.
so here i would like to say it again, NO MORE EARRINGS !
how saddening !
ohwells.

sms-ed.
sms-ed.
sms-ed.

sms-ed really loads today, i must say.
i bet this month's bill will be super high.
how screwed is tht ?!
ahhhh.

fucking school is opening soon.
still havent got my pair of new school shoes.
got to search for them asap.
dont wna wear tht converse pair which practically gave me loads of uncomfort.
well well.

time now is 0208 hours.
i guess, got to sleep lah.

memorable -
THANKYOU ! (:

nights guys !

you suck !

2004-12-25T01:24:00.000-08:00

MERRY not CHRISTMAS !

alright, it's still MERRY CHRISTMAS to all with a smile..
but to me ?!
NAHH ; NO WAY ; NO ; NEVER ~~MERRY CHRISTMAS~~ to me !

i aint happy this very moment.
i aint pleased this very moment.
i aint shuang at this very moment.
i aint in a christmas mood at this moment.
i aint ..
i AINT ..
I TOTALLY AINT !

DAMN ; DAMNED ; DARN ; DARNED ; WTF ; WTH ; WTS ; WTFS ; TMD !

ahhhhh.
screams out loud, really loud !

not in the mood to be ~~happy~~ !
really, not a single bit !
BUT wht am i doing now ?
doing something tht seems fake !
im actually wishing ppl MERRY CHRISTMAS ! (:
right right right !
fuck fuck fuck !

irresponsible ; terrible ; horrible ; sickening ; gross ; the fucking list simply goes on forever !

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

ohwells.
i shall forgive and forget..
right.
ohwells.
i can ?!
yea yea, i hope so !

once, it's enough.
twice, it's MORE THAN enough.

cant take it anymore.
i, IN THE FIRST PLACE, shouldnt even have agreed to go !
HUGEST ; LARGEST ; BIGGEST ; MOST ENORMOUS ; MOST GIGANTIC mistake !
NEVER in the world should i have said - YES, IM GOING !
no no no !
why did i ..?

oh fuck it !
supposed to refrain from vulgarities but i dont give a shit !
i wna rant !
i wan scream !
i wna swear !

kenneth goh wei ming !
where the hell are you ?
happily celebrating christmas with HER !
ahhhhhhh.
happy for you, pissed for me !
damn damn damn !
and you you YOU laughed at this ...'s picture lah !
so pissed with you.
haha.
okay, kidding lah, BUTT !
love you more than any guys !
SERIOUS !
(:
MERRY CHRISTMAS !

online talking now.
seeyou ppl.

and THANKS to those who wished me MERRY CHRISTMAS !
you ppl mde my day, really.
(:
all smiles to YOU !

christmas eve !

2004-12-24T15:58:00.000-08:00

whee.
today's CHRISTMAS EVE !
(:

haha.
being a mad ass here.
anyhow, this year, i guess, it would be a fun christmas for me ?
hopefully, tht is.
=/

just got home from raffles place with shuk \ mum.
im super sleepy now ?
i dont knw why also.
i guess, it's cos of my flu and cos i slept at 0300 hours ?
yea.

got some christmas presents and all.
and mum bought dad a watch !
how nice of her.
haha.
my dad's super happy now !
(:

tonight, it'll be a busy night.
going to second aunt's place for dinner then to friend's place.
hopefully, it would be fun lah !
whee.

alright.
i guess, there's really nothing for me to say.
got to wrap gifts now.

chao.

(:

phantom of the opera -

2004-12-23T20:32:00.000-08:00

while waiting for the heater to erm, heat the water for me to bathe, i shall blog lah.
just had my dinner.
super full now.
- burps
haha.
ohwells.

just realised i dint blog yesterday.
haha.
cant miss this entry out !

okay, ppl who knw i love WWE as well as RANDYORTON, listen up !
haha.
right.
i HATE him !?
yes yes ! i hate him !
why ?
he's such a horn* guy !
stupid lah !
how can he be so horn* ?!
im so disappointed in him !
bleah.

okay, as if, i knw him.
ohwells.
im just erm, jealous ?
haha.
as in, okayokay, dont get the wrong idea..
i mean, those shit women got to get so fucking close with him !
DAMN ! DARN ! SHIT ! WTH ! WTF ! TMD ! etc.
ohwells.
calm down calm down.

he was the general manger of RAW last night and he's going to make it the HOTTEST show or something so he invited those women !
wth.
they stripped in the middle of the darn arena, leaving only their lingerie on them.
LOOSE WOMEN !

okay, fine, i really got to chill !
- breathes in and out

he looked at them with tht ... expression.
like so wolf-y ?
dont knw lah.
dont wna knw also.
just pissed.
as if i knw him !
shut up !

his face seemed so red too.
okay okay..
i shall comfort myself by saying - aiyah. at least his sex gender is heading the correct direction.
oh wtf.

and when i was watching, i was covering my eyes and watching at the same time.
like i dont knw why also ?
oh bother !
just so not shuang abt it !
i closed my eyes cos i dont wna see his horn* look ; watched cos i wna see his CUTE face !
wth.
stupid lah.

anyway, enough of him.
i wna knw him !
okay, i really got to chill it.
wahahah.

anyway, i slept super late man.
at 0245 hours like tht ?
whtever.
was watching wht a girl wants for the THIRD time.
first was in the cinema and second was in the morning of yesterday.
haha.
nevertheless, it was really worth watching !
a touching show and all !
(:

had trg this morning from 0800 - 1130 hours.
played moderately olay, i guess.
not up to the standard tht i expect of myself but im quite fine with my performance today.
i emerged 6th overall.
had a couple of tough fights, won and lost.
shall work on them and the errors tht i've made unforcedly.
yea, i erm, can do it lah.
haha.
(:

after trg, went for lunch at ard angmokio tht area.
went with xinjin \ xinrong \ daphne \ leboo \ amy \ gao zhao \ wang rui \ yuanshan.
had beef noodles or something ?
some others had laksa and xinrong had her with those ' hums ' thingy ?
they were so bloody and gross !
i was really disgusted by them and almost puked when xinjin went to poke one of them with her chopsticks.
well, i guess, it was simply too fishy so yea.
nauseous..

after lunch, most of us headed for the station.
on the way, it was fun ?
haha.
we were desperately trying to get hold of wang rui's bag !
we wna open it to see wth is there in it.
hmmm.
whether there is someone NAKED picture in there.
lol.
okay, tht was just a joke !
but really, we indeed were so desperate to see wht's in there.
haha.
sadly, towards the end of the struggle, we dint get hold of it.
=/

the rest left while i headed for town.
went to centrepoint to meet mum \ shuk.
later, shuk \ i went to watch phantom of the opera.
initially, we wna watch national treasure or ocean's twelve or whtever but no slots at cineleisure so we went over to shaw to catch it.
the show was moderately FINE, i guess.
right.
erm.
honestly, if you're musically inclined and enjoy such music-y stuff, then go watch cos you'll definitely enjoy it BUT if you're like tht kind of ppl like ME, haha, who loves to lurvy-dovey and mad shows, then DONT, or rather, NEVER even harbour the thought of stepping into tht theatre !
haha.
it's true, really, cos you'll be bored to death.

an overcap of the movie -
beginning - BORING till you really can sleep
first middle - still boring but not tht boring
second middle - more interesting cos more musical
third middle - not bad and more actions
ending - NICE and SWEET !

anyhow, i guess, all in all, it can be worth a go to watch ?
i dont knw..
just decide by yourself.
and wht's something i hate ?!
it was for two half hours !
so long lah !
almost died.
haha.

after tht, we went to junction eight when we met up with my mum.
walked ard there for a while then headed home.
yea.

nothing more already.

tmr's CHRISTMAS EVE !
whee.
(:

seeyou ppl and have a MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance !

vin diesel rocks ! (:

2004-12-22T01:36:00.000-08:00

yawns yawns.
im frigging tired and sleepy !
i can sleep this instance !
ohwells.

yawns again.
haha.
whtever.

just watched this chinese movie, dint watch finish cos i was really too tired but dont knw why, i can still be blogging here.
haha.
whtever.
=/

before tht, i watch XXX !
god damn !
it was fucking good !
vin diesel is my new LOVE !
haha.
i seem so fickle with so many LOVEs.
whee.
but i dont care !
he rocks man !
he is so SEXY !
haha.
especially his magnificent and deep and husky VOICE.
oh my oh my !
simply gorgeous !
haha.
nevertheless, he's super COOL !
oh my !
falling in love with him deeply !
(:

VIN DIESEL, YOU ROCKKKKK !

it was all so accidentally when i wna watch XXX !
it's like at 2200 hours, i was watching the farewell for sex and the city then after it, they showed the advertisement of XXX so i stayed tune on hbo and woohoo ! (:
haha.

anyway, sex and the city has come to an end.
sighs.
it's really a good production.
or rather, perhaps, i may not understand wht they are talking abt most of the time, i can see tht it's worth watching thus i always stay tune to hbo on every tuesday nights at 2200 hours.
haha.
next week, 29822004, at 2200 hours, it would be the two episodes FINALE !
sighs.
tht would really be the end of the six year production which includes six seasons.
i've only started watching since the fifth season..
then i fell in love with it.
haha.
ohwells.
sad tht it has come to an end but however it is, everything would have an ending..
we'll just hope it'll be a nice and sweet one.
(:

whee.
happy happy.
haha.
my contacts tht i've just changed to today need not be taken out when i go to bed.
haha.
tht's the BEST of any contacts.
previously, i cant use those cos the optician said tht young ppl and all then blahblah so yea.
now ?
heck lah.
haha.
i like can already.

yanws AGAIN !

got to sleep.
have chinese tuition tmr.
haii.
nvm.
im a NERD !
wth.
my foot !
dint even do my school holiday homework yet !
die lah.

seeyou ppl.
nights.
i mean, MORNING !

chao.

contact lenses

2004-12-21T19:38:00.000-08:00

OUCH !
darn it.
i really shouldnt have eaten tht CHILLI sauce !
had nasi lemak or however it's spelled, just.
shared with my mum.
the chilli sauce is goddamn hell spicy !
i can feel the heat in my stomach !
argh.
so sucky.
damn.

anyway, going to have dinner soon.
the nasi lemak was just erm, a snack ?
haha.
im like a hungry ghost now !
why ?
last night and this afternoon, i only had porriage !
how miserable is tht ?!
all cos of tht shitholed rubber band i got to wear with my braces !
holy holy shit !
now, i've violated the rules and have taken them out.
shall wear new ones, which means they are tighter, ones after dinner.
wht a life !

went to change my contact lenses.
cos the present ones tht im using are not suitable for me.
they're rather uncomfortable to wear on so yea.
i was at the optical shop for an hours or so..
haha.
the lady who served me was very patient and i appreciate it.
(:
and guess wht ?!
SHE PLUCKED OUT MY EYELASHES !
how saddening !
awwww.
cos she said it's due to the eyelashes which were poking my cornea so my eyes tend to feel itchy.
it was painful, really.
but the ' face ' - conscious me jus ren-ed.
haha.
of cos, i dint scream or yell !
like so duh !
lol.

there, i saw this beautiful OKLEY spectacles.
haha.
i like it but wont get it..
i mean, i dont even wear spectacles on the streets so yea, it would be wasteful to get it.
nevertheless, it's a nice spectacles to own.
(:

yawns yawns.

i had trg this morning at 0800 hours, all the way to 1130 hours.
i was totally shagged !
i slept at 0130 hours man !
was sms-ing and all.
haha.
ohwells.

i played like totally craB today !
wtf.
it's like woah ! forehand all jolly well hit far out of the table.
i swear i dint modify my actions !
haha.
but still, still wasnt playing well.
haii.
i guess, i shall do some reflections.
blahblah.

and needless to say, yao ~~kindly~~ shared my terrible match i played at lianhezaobao to the team.
right.
it was so sick to hear him repeat again and again and again.
ohwells.
but right, there's seriously nothing i can do..
all i can do is to listen to him ?
oh bother !

anyhow, i guess, there's nothing much for me to say already.

reminder to myself -
edit blog layout !

ohwells.
seeyou ppl.

out.

(:

get well soon, BUTT ! (:

2004-12-20T23:02:00.000-08:00

to my dearest and one and only BUTT -
heard you're now in the hospital and all.
you scolded the nurses huh ?
dont be so mean lah.
they're just doing there jobs.
haha.
but whtever you do, i'll support you all the way though sometimes, you might say im bias.
hehe.

anyhow, dearest BUTT, GET WELL SOON !
i NEED you man.
desperately in need of you.
haha.
i sound so shitholicly gross but yea.

seeyou soon, online tht is.
haha.

(:

eyecandy ? \ zen micro

2004-12-20T21:21:00.000-08:00

blasting linkingpark \ jayz's collision !
it's so good and cool man !
whenever you're pissed, just blast ANY of linkinpark's songs and i assure you'll feel better !
they ROCK lah !
they can ease anger !

im fucking anger now.
perhaps, im pms-ing ?
but oh heck, i dont give a shit !
my mum is such a stupid piece of shit !
wtf.
dont wna say abt it already lah.
i wna chill..
so if i say abt my piss stuff, i'll be in rage AGAIN so yea.

today's a HAPPY ; angry thus fucked up ; boring ; sleepy day for me.
so emotional yea ?
ohwells.

as mentioned, i had two tuitions today so it's boring for me, duh.
both tuitions were each two hours.
man, how sian can it be lah.
but fortunately, during chinese tuition, it aint tht bad.
aint THT bad cos there's this guy who is so lame.
haha.
he's darn crap lah.
talked loads so rather entertaining on the whole.
but in the long run, if i were to face him every tuition, i'll most probably die ?
oops.
no lah, cos he's too noisy lah so yea.

after tuition, went for my dental appointment.
dint do much to my teeth cos the naughty me, hehehe, forgotten, okay, not forgotten, is dint wna wear the rubber band.
oops.
=/
now i got even tighter rubber bands lah !
ahhhh.
so chum.

after dental..
WOWW WOWW WOWWWWWW !
i saw him* !
oh my god !
i couldnt believe it man !
but it seemed tht the moment i saw him*, i could point him out tht very instance though i havent seen him* for a super long two plus months.
haha.
it seems wierd ?
ohwells.
wht's more ?
he* looks so different and has grown taller !
haha.
happy to see him* ! (:

after tht, i got my zen micro !
woohoo.
like FINALLY !
haha.
have always wanting it sence god knws when but always no colours.
sighs.
anyhow, i got it !
whee.
haha.
(:

blahblahblah lah.
had dinner then came home.

currently online..
a joined conversation which is super lame.
haha.
but quite funny.
though SOME ppl is not replying due to the mean nicknames..
woops !

nothing more.
seeyou.

(:

math tuition

2004-12-20T12:15:00.000-08:00

phew.
i really heaved a sigh of relief when my math tuition finally ended.
haha.
it was darn hell shitholed boring !
far too sian, really.
yawns yawns.

honestly, i think tht me having tuition is a waste of TIME and a waste of MONEY.
i mean, im not even concentrating ?
haii.
im such an asshole.
wth.

during tuition, i could even be thinking of how i should make my blog nicer and blahblah.
and should i make this new template for ... ?
ohwells.
im totally mad lah.
okay, actually, i've already started on making the new template but it was fucking screwed.
screwed thus i dont wna continue..?
haha.
whtever.
we shall see.
i guess, when im in a better mood and all, i shall make AGAIN, all over again.
im so nice but i HOPE it'll be appreciated, really.
ohwells.
=/

during the boring and toturous tuition, i was thinking of HOW WE SHOULD SHAKE HANDS after a tabletennis match..
haha.
how bloody lame is this ?!
anyhow, i was thinking..
should we just have a gentle tap across your opponent's hand ;
should we just slap it across as hard as you wish ;
should we shake hands really sincerely and say ' thankyou ' also ;
haha.
how lame can i get ?
ohwells.
i was just too dead from the tuition and all the sickening theories tht really bored me.

i guess, im going to do some editing to my this template AGAIN.
i think, im going mad over these shit.
okay, it aint good to be obsessed !

i havent even started a single shit on my holiday homework !
ahhhh !
how screwed is tht ?!
im so going to die in year 2005 !
i guess, i got to have a New Year Revolution, like wwe.
haha.
i shall think over it and say them later ?
yeayea.
whtever.

not to forget !
linkin park \ jayz's collision ROCKS !
i practically listen to it everyday man !
the songs rock man !
haha.
so in love with the songs ?
eh.
no no..
i mean, im so OBSESSED with the songs.
in love would go better with love songs and not these ROCK songs.
haha.

anyhow, i got to slack now and have tutuion fucking soon.
wht a life ?!
wht a holiday !
DARN !

seeyou.
byebye.

(:

noone's online -

2004-12-20T09:25:00.000-08:00

wow.
im up so early !
like for ONCE !
lol.

and NOONE's online man !
not a single one on my contact list.
haha.
so long since my contact list ever mentioned - online - 0
haha
ohwells.
=/

have math tuition later so i woke up early.
sian.
havent done the homework.
so dead.
bleah.
after tht, chinese tuition at 1400 hours.
wth.

1620 hours, have dental appointment.
wht a turbo day for me man !
haii.

seeyou.

layouts done ! (:

2004-12-19T17:32:00.000-08:00

phew.
whee.
yay.
woohoo.

haha.
okay, being a little insane here.
dont mind me then.
ohwells.

just done with my blog's layout, or rather, just amended some stuff and all.
also done with my links' layout.
i guess, they're quite nice ?
haha.
being a little bhb here.
(:

nothing else to do for my blogs already.
oh !
just got to think of another appropriate name for my new blog.
i guess, im shifting it soon.
yea.
so sorry to those who got to link me again and again.
no choice lah.
haha.
who asks me to love to move ?
tht would be my FOURTH blog.
haha.
most probably, i'll be moving it next year.

A NEW YEAR WITH A NEW BLOG ! (:

haha.
but to make another new layout, it's going to be very troublesome.
so to move or not, i've not 100% decided yet.
for further notices, just come to my blog.
haha.

seeyou ppl !
(:

and not to mention, the lianhezaobao competition has finished.
while every player was slogging their ass out to play and fight for victories, here i am editing layouts.
haha.
i wna knw the results man !
shall find out from ppl later.

chao.

lianhezaobao competition - daytwo

2004-12-19T12:51:00.000-08:00

blahblah.
im feeling darn pissed ; irritated ; not good at all !
this feeling sucks !
oh wth.
damn it !

FINAL DECISION -
i dint go and watch the lianhezaobao competition.
ohwells.
i dont knw why too.
one thing was cos it seems noone wna go so i decided not to go also.
another thing was cos im not sure if the person i wna watch in play would win or not.
i knw, i should erm, be more confident and support tht person ?
haha.
but nahh, dont wna risk ?
erm.
okay, i dont exactly knw wth am i saying..
ohwells.

but the bottom line is tht im not feeling ~~GOOD~~ right now, this very instance !
darn it !
i should have gone to watch but i dint.
i got to wait for three months or more to watch another competition in play.
ghee.
three months aint this long or tht short.
oh wtf.
this sucks, sucks loads.

it seems tht i cant ...
ohwells.
i dont knw how to phrase it and i've also erm, forgotten wht i wna say lah.
haha.
whtever.

anyhow, i only and super clear tht im fucking not shuang lah.
why ?
i dont knw and wna knw too.
blahblah.

okay, after some reshuffling of my thoughts, i knw wht to say already.
it simply seems tht im too EASILY affected by wht others say.
simply TOO and DARN and DAMNED easily affected.
ohwells.
again, this sucks.
ergh.
fucking pissed abt it but simply cant chill abt it.
how ~~nice~~ indeed.
damned !
why why WHY cant i just take tht nothing has been said or nothing has happened ?
oh shit.
i really dont knw why.
argh.
it is so shit, really.
i just wish i can take tht nothing of those shit has taken place and everything is back to normal.
normal ?
wht do i mean by normal ?
i mean, to not have some shitholed ppl's tongues wagging here and there when it's totally not the truth !
fuck it !

im still pissed and fucking unhappy !
totally shit.
thinking of my oh-so-nice life and all.
dont have a clue why my thoughts would mingle till these shit.
seriously, i dont a single bit !
whoever who somehow gets wht im saying or rather, bullshitting here, please, by all means, enlighten me then !
but nahh, i doubt ~~anyone~~ gets wtf am i saying so just ignore this post.
ohwells.

shall fuck off from here.
till then, goodbye !

typo errors -

2004-12-18T23:57:00.000-08:00

shit lah.
im simply too careless with my typo errors.
haii.

TOO MANY ; SO MANY ; PLENTIFUL OF THEM !

argh !
anyway, mind me for so many typo errors.
haha.
too lazy to check or edit also.
so bear with it and it can be read and understood so yea.
haha.

got to sleep !
desperate need of it !
my stomach still fucking hurts !
shit lah !

nights ! (:

end of competitions -

2004-12-18T22:01:00.000-08:00

time flies, flies as fast as it can be.
sighs.
i hate time to fly so darn quickly, especially when time can never be reversed.
ohwells.
all we can do is to treasure every single second of our life then.
oh wth am i crapping ?!
blahblah.

tmr, 1912204, marks the last day of any tabletennis competition for year 2004.
it seems sad ?
i dont knw.
honestly, i dont exactly feel much abt competitions for i dint and dont even perform well in them.
i guess, it's time tht i dont even enter a single competition at all and just be a damned nerd, stufying at home and all.
ohwells.
AS IF i can take such a nerdy life.

upon being defeated, it sucks, definitely.
sucks, but still, you've got to accept it graciously ?
oh, to accept it graciously, it sucks even more !
ahhhhh !
i guess, im just crapping her but i like to crap so mind me.
hahah.

i was having dinner just now when my mind was doddling ard everywhere.
hahah.
i was thinking of this and tht.
wht are the these and tht(s) ?
well, just merely brooding over the competition just now.
i feel totally regretful of my terrible attitude just now.
i should have played preperly for EVERY single point.
etc and etc.
ohwells.
but wht's the shit point in saying all these now ?
totally NO point so i might as well be chill abt it and yea.

to go or not to go ?
this is the question tht i've been poundering over since this early afternoon.
the question has soon somehow be answered when i found out something..
of cos, this something was a very very disappointing one.
it caused me to be super sad, i must say.
i mean, to think i anticipated so long for it ?
yeayea..
BUT there's always a twist to everything !
hahah.
i mean, i saw blahblah !
i was happy (: , duh !
though it was only like a few glances and only short seconds of it, i was contented.
i asked blahblah if blahblah was going but it dint answer my question cos it was - maybe, dont knw..
well well.
we shall see.
and to go or not, i got to find someone to go with me, right ?
hahah.

anyway, back to my life lah.
haha.
those above seem so wierd typed out by me but yea, tht's how i feel.

went out for dinner right after i came home from toapayoh.
went to lemongrass at east coast cos dint wna go down to orchard as the traffic was a killer.
i had a terrible gastric pain man !
couldnt really eat though i guess, i was rather hungry.
haha.
i mean, i barely had any food during lunch with xinjin \ xinrong \ florence \ amy at kfc.
i had no appitite, you see.
too nervous ?
haha.
i dont knw..
and xinjin ! it aint your logic of the FOOD \ prey aint on my table so i cant eat.
haha.

just had some bismeg and i swear, it was fucking bitter !
gross.

and oh my !
haha.
my doggie just shitted in my sister's room !
oh my oh my !
think my doggie has gone mad these days !
he urinated in my room last night and now..
oh man !
how naughty he is !
my sister is fucking pissed !
woops !

anyway, back to it.
on the way home, listened to sun yan zi's album then it reminded me of jiahao.
haha.
cos he wna lend me the cd to listen just now, during the competition.
at first, i wna listen to my linkin park \ jayz - collision but fuck it !
i had FORGOTTEN to bring lah !
wth.
nvm, then i wna share with xinjin to listen and before tht, i was like - woah. now can act cool and sit here and blast music man. cool huh ?
haha.
disappointment cos no disc but at first, i thought had no battery.
DARN !
then, borrowed a cd from jiahao but nice, not batteries !
ahhhh !
so shit lah.
then xinjin said - it's the second time in the ear piece when there's no sound.
alright, sorry.
haha.
=/

anyhow, i guess, there's nothing more lah.
i shall decide whether to go or not.
well, i guess, in the end, i wont.

got to go already lah.
byebye.

(:

IDOL *

lianhezaobao competition -

2004-12-18T18:44:00.000-08:00

just got home from toapayoh.
had lianhezaobao competition just now.
i played very badly.
haii.
not tht unexpected though, but still, disappointed nevertheless.
upon being defeated, i cried.
ohwells.
i knw i knw, there's always a loser as well as a winner in a match.
so yea, i've learnt to accept it ?
well well.

during my match, it was super duper gek-ish.
haii.
to think tht i was leading 2-0 but lost 2-3 in the end.
needless to say AGAIN, i was super sad and disappointed with myself.
my opponent was a challenging one but obviously, i expected myself to be able to play my very best and try to win and get through to the next round.
but well, sometimes, things just dint go my way.
there were a couple of lucky shots from her and it ended the match shortly.
i wont deny tht i was darn pissed upon losing but i guess, there's nothing i can do abt it.
ohwells.

during the fourth set, 0-9, when i was trailing, my eyecandy seemed amused ?
haha.
he was actually watching ?!
man, im so shocked abt it.
in the end, i got thrashed 0-11.
~~nice~~ score indeed.
ohwells.
i deserved it cos i wasnt at all playing my best.
i was like being a sore loser, anyhow playing, not putting in effort at all.
sighs.
tht, it would most probably be the most regretful thing i'd done.
but well, it's over !

during the fifth set, i told myself to focus, focus, FOCUS and tht it's possible to chase back and eventually win it !
i DID put in my very best effort, but i guess, it just wasnt enough
everyone in stta was watching closely at my table.
tension seemed to have grown and increament of heart rate of everyone.
hahah.
i thank and appreciate those who were supporting me !
THANKYOU ! (:

honestly, being defeated aint a super big affair to me anymore.
i dont exactly feel so WOWW WOWW WOWW abt it.
i mean, should i put it ?
as in, i've learnt to chill abt such defeats, thinking tht losing aint the end of the world.
yea, i guess, tht's wht i wna imply.
BUT even how well i can take such defeats, it's definitely not preferred to have ppl to spite you after so.
sighs.
no comments abt it.
xinrong even said - did you slap her ?
hahah.
nice one !
and oh !
must thank her too cos she lent me her shoulder to lean on when i was crying.

dont wna really elaborate on the competition lah.
it was terribly boring..
i mean, REALLY boring !
...

watched a couple of matches and they were sian-ish.
rather waste of time there just to watch these matches.
should have just gone home, i guess ?
hmmm.
ohwells.
=/

ahhh !
i got to say this !
im so jealous of xinrong, super super super jealous !
screams.
my eyecandy unpired her match !
oh man !
so coincidental !
wht not my match ?
ahhh ahhh ahhh !
but well, even if he really does, i guess, i'd not even be able to win two sets lah.
hahah.
cos too engrossed in looking at him rather than playing properly.
lol.
how mad can i get man ?!
DARN, indeed.
ohwells.
after her match, she shook hand with him, duh !
i was jealous AGAIN !
ahhh ahhh ahhhhhhh !
she even said this to him - my friend says you're very cute !
ohmygod !
luckily he doesnt knw it's ME though..
hahah.
saved myself from embarrassment.
phew.
=P

to vent my anger, i shall vent it here and NOW !
im rather pissed off with this shitholed person.
i, indeed, ~~appreciate~~ it kkay !
wtf.
why must tht person go ard telling everyone this and tht ?!
i mean, come on lah, i already had tried to forgive as well as forget and here you are ...
~~THANKS~~ indeed !

anyhow, going online now.
hahah.
seeyou all.

wish those who are still playing all the best of luck ! (:
you ppl can do it !

byebye.

template not done -

2004-12-18T01:31:00.000-08:00

yawns yawns.
im super sleepy.
im super tired.

i got to sleep NOW, this very instance !

those who happen to come by my blog, my apologies tht the template is so screwed.
it's not exactly screwed ?
just tht it's undone.
yea.
i'll get it done asap.

really got to catch some sleep.
competition in ten half hours.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOUU (:

chalet -

2004-12-17T22:53:00.000-08:00

oh man !
i seriously feel like puking.
i guess, it was cos of the food at the chalet earlier on.
had too much to eat, really.
man, i feel really queasy.
:/

went to pasir ris chalet, sort of a house kind of chalet ?
yea.
it's big, too big, i guess ?
jiahui and i were really quite freaked out by the overwhelmed spacious area.
we even thought tht it's rather haunted cos it's yin yang bu something something.
hahah.
shall ask her again for the correct term.

many ppl went -
myself \ bingxin - my JIE \ chuyan \ sui \ michelle \ michelle \ dior \ crystal \ kelly \ sharmaine \ edmillia \ edmillia's etc. ( maybe i left out some ? sorry if i had. )
had quite a fun time there lah.
barbequed, duh.
played mahjong.
thanks chuyan, the begAnner, for teaching me and helping me along.
thanks to her, i won FOUR games.
not bad already lah cos i only learnt tht day.
yea.
dint do any other significant stuff already, i guess ?
just play and talked and ate.
hahah.
pure relaxation.
(:

i dint sleep over though i really wna.
due to tmr's competition, i cant.
sighs.
really a waste cos they'd be playing throughout the night !
man, it's going to be super fun !
missed it !
:(

oh !
i also got linkinpark \ jayz's collision !
darn !
it's freaking cool !
im so in love with it.
hahah.
all the songs rock man !
an album NEVER to miss !
i would definitely give it FIVE STARS !
lol.
i sound so much like a deejay.
whee.

i guess, there's nothing else lah.
since it's stilll quite early now, i shall try to change my template cos i think it sucks like shit.
not like another blog.. - stares at kenneth
hahah.
he knws wht i mean !
(:

wish me luck for the competition !
wish me MORE luck to be able to let my dream come true.
hahah.
=P

nothing more.
seeyou !

all to KENNETH ! (:

2004-12-17T11:13:00.000-08:00

this entry is dedicated ALL to kenneth as i've promised him.
i abide to my words and so does he.
we BUTTs unite as ONE !

the left cant survive without the right

(:

thankyou dearest BUTT for listening to my crap all day.
thankyouu dearest BUTT for listening to my rants all day.
thankyouuu dearst BUTT for listening to me talk abt ... all day.
thankyouuuu dearest BUTT for comforting me when im down all day.
thankyouuuuu dearest BUTT for writing testimonials for me BUT not all day.

KENNETH !
aye. i dont wna blog anymore things here, in this entry already. i need to save some NICE stuff abt you in tht blog with the two smileys. hahah. this one is just a brief intro of you to the world so appreciate it. and really, i love tht blog i'd made for you. i think, it's the nicest blog i've ever done man. hahah. LUCKILY, you appreciate it, if not, i'll @!@#$%^&*( you ! hahah. whtever.

(:

change of blog ?

2004-12-16T16:25:00.000-08:00

yawns yawns.
im freaking sleepy, really.
i can sleep NOW, this instance, anytime.
ohwells.

currently online talking to my BUTT.
RIGHT !
yea, it's true.
talking to mr kenneth goh who is ill.
wish you an un~~speedy~~ recovery.
hahah.
* you knw wht i mean ! =P

had trg this morning.
so many china ppl came to train with us.
erm.
more like to thrsh us.
wth.
haii.
honestly, i dont exactly like china ppl to be in the team..
im not saying they suck or wht but outsiders would definite say tht - oh. sngs can win, it's cos of the china ppl.
it sucks, really.
ohwells.
the decision is up to the coaches.
blahblah.

anyway, i played like crap today.
not tht unusual but ohwells.
so sian.
wasnt in the mood for trg cos im still in trauma.
hahah.
trauma, i say ?
yea, INDEED, a great trauma !

i slept at 0400 hours this morning !
wtf.
not tht i dont wna sleep kkay, it's cos i was too freaked out.
i was thinking of shutter all the freaking time.
knn.
it sucked, i must say.
i dont even dare to sleep now, for fear i cant sleep tonight then yeayea..
wth.
i REGRET watching !
plus, my dog suddenly barked out of the fucking nowhere which made me more scared.
darn hell shit.

ohwells.
nothing much to say lah.
super tired.
yawns.
havent bathed, can you believe it ?
hahah.
whtever.

tmr have chalet.
wna sleep over but CANT !
darn.
cos have competition on the following day.
sucks.
i dont exactly anticipate the competition cos of some factors.
some ppl knw wht im saying.
hahah.
i guess, im mad.

nothing more.
seeyou.

(:

-

2004-12-15T11:32:00.000-08:00

just woke up.
yawns yawns.
it's like 1100 hours ++.
hahah.
i dont care.
ohwells.

slept at 0000 hours last night.
was freaking tired, really.
can die.
BUT ironically, i dint sleep tht very instance when i was on my bed.
WHY ?
i was still freaked out by the shutter.
okayokay, im coward and i admit it.
it's fucking scary though i wssnt watching half the time.
i can still remember some vivid horrid and grusome scenes.
oh man !
im dying.
wtf.

my butt hurts.
hahah.
all thanks to the trg yesterday.
it aint intensive but to me, it was KIND OF.
i mean, i just resumed trg after not going for FIVE man.
woah.
ohwells.

nothing much to say already lah.

oh !
BON VOYAGE to leeyi who's going to shanghai !
(:
i'll tag your board and sign your guestbook.
tht is if i can remember !
hahah.

chao.

shutter -

2004-12-14T16:50:00.000-08:00

i hereby declare HATRED for jean goh !
she sucks !
ahhhhh !
how much do i hate her ?!
i dont knw how to express my anger in me !
WHY ?!
she FORCED me to watch shutter !
fine !
i gave in so we watched, along with jeridyn !
wth !
i hate it, i regret it !

it was fucking scary, i tell you.
darn scary !
no joke abt tht statement.
i dont understand why directors are so fucking sadistic and have to shoot such films ?!
why do they wna freak ppl out of their wits ?!
WHY WHY WHY ?!
i dont understand !
terrible !
well well.

i think, the movie lasted for abt one half hour.
and for abt one WHOLE hour, i was grabbing onto jean's hand like hell, really tightly, i must say.
but i dont care even if i squeezed super hard cos i was SCARED, fucking scared.
man, it was so scary !
wth.

i dont wna elaborate on the scenes cos i cant ?
hahah.
i wasnt even watching the scary parts lah !
lol.
anyhow, if you're daring, go watch !
if you're a scady cat, DONT watch !
i mean, really NEVER even harbour the thought of going to watch !
you'll most probably die cos it sucked ?!
oops.

it's just like i went into the cinema for free aircon but got to pay $6.50 lah.
hahah.
not being cheapskate, luckily, today's $6.50, if not, i'll kill jean cos i would rather watch some other crapped up shows kkay.
bleah.

* jean goh ! you better appreciate me for compromising with you and next time, it's your turn to go watch rated ' G ' movies with me ! =P

anyhow, im back home now lah, super tired and sleepy.
had trg this morning from 0800 - 1130 hours.
played shitholicly and im not at all surprised by the standard of myself now !
like i havent been trg for two weeks lah.
missed FIVE trgs.
woah.
pro huh ?!
whtever.

dont knw how did i fare cos i wasnt there to listen when yao announced the results.
went to collect the tshirts from leeguobin with xinrong.
yea.

my right thumb suddenly hurt like hell when i was playing.
dont knw why.
it seems like a bruise ?
so wierd.
ohwells.
but it was painful during trg, i must say.
shitholed.

after trg, xinjin \ xinrong \ sijia \ leboo \ yuanshan \ i went to angmokio somewhere to have lunch.
the noodles was nice cos i was craving to eat it when i was back from sydney.
hahah.
cool man !
lol.

after tht, i went ard singapore ?
erm..
lazy to elaborate lah.
then went to junction eight to meet jean \ jeridyn at 1400 hours.
i was already late but they were later !
pro !

anyhow, im going to make a blog.
okay, whtever.
im going to make a beautiful one !
a superbly nice one, nicer than some bitches..
wth.
flirt and flirt.
so shit.
wth, please.
it's totally disgusting lah !
ohwells.
i shall chill.

nothing more, got ot bathe then search for some inspiration to make a B-E-A-U-TIFUL blog !
(:

chao.

byebye jaguar -

2004-12-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

sighs.
now waiting to watch the nine oclock show on channel eight so shall just blog a little.
online also but not talking to anyone now, just now was but was a dao one.
ohwells.

LIFE'S BORING !

getting back in action tmr.
lol.
as in, trg lah.
ohwells.
xinjin has loads to share !
oh my !
(:

in the afternoon, after lunch and watching my tape, i accompanied my mum to collect our new car - audi a6
was sad to see our current jaguar s-type to leave.
but anyhow, it's time to change since it's quite old ?
abt three half years or so ?

i was looking at the jaguar closely as the agent drove it away.
was really sad at tht point of time, really.
how i miss it.
the LAST time i ever sat in it.
haii.
=(

anyhow, the new car is not bad too.
i guess, i'll get used to it lah, hopefully ?
the new car has a sun roof which is COOL !
hahah.
i kept opening it when it was wht ?! 1715 hours ?!
madness lah.
hahah.
the scorching sun was above our heads when i wind it open.
lol.
nevertheless, it was COOL !
wahahah.
(:

got home quite late ?
cos the explanation by the audi person was so long !
before getting home, went to fetch shuk at the toapayoh swimming complex.
she has FINALLY went back to swim !
i shall pop a champagne and celebrate ?
lol.
whtever.
she hasnt swum for four months !
gosh !
hahah.

anyway, i guess, there's nothing much already lah.
super sian now.

CONGRATULATIONS to ************ ! (:
hope to see them soon !
hahah.

tabletennis grandfinals - TIMO BOLL (:

2004-12-13T13:10:00.000-08:00

ghee.
i guess, these days im quite mad.
hahah.
why do i say tht ?
cos ever since i knw tht changing of templates and modifying them from a base is fun, i've been trying out so many kinds of templates but not in my this blog.
im insane, yea ?
lol.
and also, ever since i knw how to upload pictures and all, i've been doing so but also, not in this blog.

okay, im just being lame.
so sleep and tired now.
just had math tuition.
wth.
as if i wna have !
blahblah.
was so dreadful and needless to say, BORING !

quite excited for tmr's trg.
hahah.
havent touched my bat for so long.
gosh.
ohwells.
=/

watched the table tennis grand finals competition which was held in beijing the whole of yesterday.
from 1500 hours - 2230 hours.
in between, there was a short break so yea.

the results were -
men's semifinals
wang liqin defeated wang hao 4-0
ma lin defeated TIMO BOLL (: 4-3

men's FINALS
wang liqin defeated ma lin 4-1/2

women's semifinals
guo yue defeated wang nan 4-1
nui jianfeng defeated liu ??? 4-0/1

women's FINALS
guo yue defeated nui jianfeng 4-2

men's doubles FINALS
ma lin \ chen qi defeated KONG LINGHUI \ wang hao 4-3

women's doubles FINALS

zhang yining \ wang nan defeated nui jianfeng \ guo yue 4-1

sorry if some of the score are wong cos im not tht sure ?
i mean, i watched lah but short term memory, you see.
hehehe.

and im super pissed with mr potato face - ma lin !
dont knw why i call him tht but i just like to call him tht way.
hmpf !
he won my cutest TIMO BOLL !
wth.
so sad for him.
haii.
timo boll was up 3-1 and potato face chased back and eventually won the match.
the last set was like deuce and deuce !
haii.
really a waste for the young 23 year old cutie !
bleah.
=(
he even made timo boll fall down on the LAST point !
wth.
dont like him !

the men's doubles was pissing too.
KONG LINGHUI played badly, really.
the were up 2-1 then got chased till 2-3.
they fought back and squared it at 3-3.
at the final set, kong linghui \ wang hao was up 9-7 then they lost two points.
score : 9-9
kong linghui made a dreadful error causing the score to be 10-9.
the last point was incredible but my idol, kong linghui still lost.
haii.
lost to potato face.
darn !

nevertheless, the men's finals was a blast !
though certain shots were dreadfully boring, the LAST point of the match was like an exhibition.
it was so marvellous !
i was like WOWW !
hahah.
=P
wang liqin fang gao qiu to ma lin then ma lin just smashed and smashed and smashed !
then dont knw wht they could walk ARD the table and still continue to hit ?!
it's like HUH ?!
hahah.
FIRST time seeing such a thing.
then they just dui gong fan shou for a while when finally, ma lin just smashed into the net and it ended !
woah !
so cool man !
hahah.
remarkable shot !

i cant wait for tmr !
erm.
trg ?
lalala.
wna find out some stuff also !
whee.
how cool is tht ?!

got to go watch my tape already.
hahah.
my RANDYORTON !
he rocks !

oh !
i changed some pictures on my friendster.
go cheack it out !
hahah.

chao

=)

sydney trip -

2004-12-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

woah.
the feeling of typing rocks.
hahah.
im lame.
actually, i used the computer there too but ohwells.
my own one is still the best !
=)

whee.
finally back in my good-old singapore.
hahah.
dint knw tht singapore's night scene is so nice !
=)
ohwells.

anyway, i shall blog abt my whole trip in australia.
basically, the weather there was okay lah.
i expected it to be super HOT but it aint !
darn !
i wna be a blackie when im back here.
sighs.
i dint manage to accomplish being one, i guess.
=/
the time difference with singapore's three hours.
the city's rather nice ?
hahah.

dayone
reached sydney at 1330 hours. ( australian time )
checked into the hotel. ( crowne plaza \ darling harbour )
from the rooms we stayed in, it was a clear view of the darling harbour.
slacked there for a while, watched tv.
oh man !
never, i mean, ever, did i expect it to be so coincidental tht they were showing wwe raw !
hahah.
there was my dearest ; cutest ; sweetest ; handsome RANDYORTON !
hahah.
i had to use really ridiculous means to watch it as my room was not ready, i had to watch at my parents' room.
knwing my dad hates wwe so yea.
i resorted to turning the tv to the other side of the room, just to catch a glimpse of it.
how pathetic.
ohwells.

anyway, after tht, we went for SHOPPING !
whoopee !
lol.
went to their china town ?
yea, something like tht.
at first, it really dint seem as though we were in sydney cos of the over population of chinese.
anyhow, left tht area then it seemed like SYDNEY.
hahah.

had dinner in a restaurant called tuksuya or however it's spelled.
the food there aint THT nice but it was DARN expensive, i swear.
S$1300++ !
gosh !

=/

daytwo
in sydney.
walked to the rocks in the morning to see the opera house.
took a couple of shots there.
had a seafood lunch there and icecream.
the icecream there rocks !

after tht, it was shopping still.
shopped ard george street.
nothing much to say, i guess.

had dinner in our hotel room.
was too tired, you see.
so yea.

anyhow, to wrap up day two, it was basically a normal day lah.
not much stuff, walked ard and bought stuff.
yea.

daythree
this day was a fun one !
hahah.
went to one of the beaches and desert ?
dont knw lah.
just loads of sand and we played this sand slide thingy.
it was fun but the climbing back up to the original position was really tedious.
darn tiring.
hahah.
got to go train up !
=P

after the sand slide thingy, we went ard the beach and there were loads of pipis.
pipis are clam sort of things.
we were forbidden to pick them home cos the're facing extinction or something ?
ohwells.
i dug through the sand and all and found super many of them.
hahah.
all my dad said was - wow. got to be nice to eat.
lol.
wht a joker he is !
=P

after tht, we went to sit on this cruise to see dolphins.
had lunch on the cruise.
it was a ONE-serving buffet kind of thing.
first time i've ever encountered it.
ohwells.
there was this cute guy working on board.
and yea, cute guys obviously attract girls to take a picture with him to keep as a momento.
so having said tht, there were two china girls approached him and snapped a shot.
yea.

was on the cruise for two half hours plus before we were on shore again.
headed back to the hotal and rest for a while before going out for dinner.

had dinner at golden century.
it's a chinese seafood restaurant.
we had this super large king crab.
at first, tht dumb waiter caught us a 5kg one but it was far TOO huge.
so we had a 3kg one instead but it was still too huge !
so full after tht.
had abalone steamboat also.
tht was quite nice.
yupp.

i slept super late for this night for i was watching andy roddick in action !
hahah.
was watching the davis cup finals - usa VS spain !
sadly, andy roddick lost both of the matches tht he played.
on the other hand, i was also watching golf.
hahah.
i thought i was really insane to actually watch golf.
ohwells.
=/
slept at 0230 hours something ?
not sure lah.
hahah.

dayfour
set off early in the morning for hunter valley.
stayed there for two nights in a resort.
was a total slacking time there, good place to relax, i guess.
yea.

the journey from sydney to hunter valley was abt two hours.
to me, it was sleeping time but to my parents, it was terror zone !
hahah.
they saw tht the driver was dozing off and my dad had to start really stupid and lame conversations in order to keep hm awake.
hahah.
halfway, we stopped for a break.
bought a cup of latte for the driver to purk him up.
lol.
and shitholed !
guess wht ?!
the darn limousine couldnt start or had to jump start or whtsoever shit lah.
waited for a couple of minutes then we headed straight for the valley.

reached there.
settled down and all.
we stayed in a villa kind of thing.
it's rather small.
but had a kitchen and living room and all so it aint tht bad.
yea.

in the afternoon, i slept the throughout of it.
too tired from the tv programmes i've watched, you see.
yawns yawns.

had dinner at a restaurant at the resort.
there was no other alternatives, i guess.
cos if you wna get out of the resort, it's super troublesome and all.
dinner was initially fine but they served a rotten wine to my dad and it totally ruined the dinner.
blahblah.

dayfive
still at the resort.
it was a boring day for shuk \ i.
we went for some wine tasting.
as if we drink !
ohwells.

had lunch and all then we went to the supermarket.
like why ?
cos we decided to cook in our own villa.
we cooked beef \ corn \ noodles etc.
it was fun.
the process was cool and so on.
my parents had a battle of cooking skills and obviously, my mum won !
lalala.
being a sore loser, hahah, my dad was so sarcastic.
he kept suan-ing my mum cooking and all.
guys.. =P

i regretted sleeping for these two days at the resort man.
always wna swim but just too sleepy.
sucked.

daysix
back to sydney.
back to the same hotel and all.
shopped and shopped and shopped.
went to pitt street.
there seemed to have more surf stuff and obviously, bought more stuff.
yea.

had dinner at a totally crapped up place.
food was rather bad.
gheesh.

nothing much abt this day, i guess.

dayseven
second last day in australia.
it rained for once in these eight days stay there.
fortunately, it was just mild drizzles and all.
so having my hooked jacket, it saved me from the little droplets of rain.
yea.

went back to golden century for dinner.
this time, ordered totally different stuff, duhh.
had lobster instead of crab.
had pipis cos they're famous for them though they're going to be extinct.
had garoupa to wrap it up.
sumpteous dinner.

dayeight
also TODAY !
went to the paddington market in the morning.
cabbed there and back.
in the late morning, we did some last minute shopping.
got some frozen stuff and all then left for the airport at 1400 hours ( au ).

blahblah in the airport and boarded the plane at 1700 hours ( au ).

watched a couple of movies in the plane.
the last samurai - watched the last part. cried as hard as i'd watched the first time
i, robot - watched before but missed the front part
twins effect II - watched before but missed the front part
princess diaries II - watched before but watched again cos it was darn nice
elf - watched for the first time but got cut off in the middle cos was reaching already

loads of other movies to watch too but just too sian lah.
wna sleep but sort of couldnt ?
dont knw also so just watch movies.

i guess, nothing else already lah.
it's like 0053 hours now.
wna sleep already man.
tmr got to watch tv.
hahah.

=)

HAPPY READING !

leaving tonight ! (:

2004-12-03T17:07:00.000-08:00

whee -
was talking online just now.
now rather sian, offline already.
ohwells.

im rather sleepy now.
slept at 0300 hours and woke up at 1130 hours.
was online till abt 0130 hours when glenn came online and told me there's WWE RAW so i hurriedly went to watch.
hahah.
too mad over RANDYORTON, you see.
lol.
=P

later, i got to blog abt RAW and SMACKDOWN! on my new blog.
whee -
tht blog simply rocks lah !
wahahah !

anyway, went to novena with mum \ shuk.
had lunch at laobeijing then walked ard.
bought practically nothing though, only some medicine.
down with this shitholed flu.
bleah.
it sucks.

mum went home while shuk \ i went to orchard.
went to heeren's hmv when i FINALLY got my JAYchou - qi li xiang \ WWE calender 2005 !
woah !
so darn happy man !
my WWE calander has RANDYORTON in it !
so cool !
woohoo -
but dont knw why he's not on the APRIL page cos his birthday is on 01041980 !
bleah.
nvm, it's okay.
have him can already !
hahah.
=)

currently listening to JAYchou's qi li xiang !
fucking nice man !
i so love him !
he rocks !
hahah !
im going mad.

anyway, after going to hmv, we went to wheelock.
went to colour house when we extended our hair.
hahah.
my colour my brownish like tht lah.
not obvious at all.
just a litle bit.
shuk's red man !
totally madness !
wahahah !
mine looks rather natural, i guess ?
yupp.

i feel like piercing my top part o my left ear but forgotten to.
and i also dont wna risk my life man.
scali parents find out then there goes my life lah.
ohwells.
perhaps, after the trip ?
yupp.
we'll see lah.
i mean, we live life once ; just do whtever you please lah ;;
hahah.
im insane, ignore me.
hahah.

hmmm.
i guess nothing else already.
just slacking here.

super sleepy now but cant sleep ?
not tht i cannot fall asleep, just tht my mummy wants us to sleep in the plane.
but i wna watch movies !
hahah.
oh bother !

chao for now !
maybe this is the last entry before i come back.
we'll see lah.

anyway, just say everything now lah !
blahblah.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO IS PLAYING IN THE TOP TEN YOUTH COMPETITION !
* especially to the ppl i knw -
* hope you're win and all -
* to xinjin - partner ! jiayou ah ! remember my analysis ? hahah. i dint even analyse for you. but anyhow, try your best ! (:
* to ... - aiyah. ...

anyway, JIAYOU to ALL ! (:

i'll miss everyone yeah !
hahah !
miss ME too !
heheh.
miss the person who craps like hell and all.
lol.
whtever.

sign my guestbook !
write me testimonials too !
wahahah !

chao chao CHAO bye bye BYE
=)

ready to go -

2004-12-02T20:11:00.000-08:00

OUCH ouch OUCH !
my ears hurt !
hurt like hell.
bleah.
this sucks.
havent been wearing earrings for so long and the moment i wore, ~~thanks~~ lah, it got infected.
darn it.
i think, im just not cut out to wear these stuff.
=/

phew -
packed my luggage already.
so relieved.
hahah.
dont need to fret over wht to pack and all tmr.
tht's good man.
hahah.
whtever.

packed my tops ; bottoms ; sleeping attire ; socks ; etc ;;
i got to remind myself to bring my SPECTACLE man !
if i dont bring, i think, i'll just die there.
going to bring my contacts along lah but still..
play safe lah.
hahah.

ohwells.
i guess, nothing much already lah.
actually, i can leave this instance for sydney man !
woohoo !
i look forward to it.
but sad to leave my doggies at home for eight whole days when im away.
=(

oh !
to those who are playing the top ten youth competition, if i hadnt wished you all GOOD LUCK yet, ALL THE VERY BEST OF LUCK to YOU !
i've already wished a couple of ppl, just in case lah hoh.
hahah.

chao to all.

im leaving tmr midnight so when i just arrive there, the competition starts.
quite sad tht i'll miss it.
haii.
but ohwells.
it's alright.
just hope the ppl i wish will win.
and tht, when im back, i'll recieve GOOD news from everyone !
hahah.

=)

singapore idol grandfinals \ live

2004-12-02T10:50:00.000-08:00

went to watch singapore idol GRAND FINALS at the singapore indoor stadium last night.
went with leeyi \ shuk \ valine.
our seats were great though sometimes got blocked by the very supportive taufik fans.
nahh, it's okay.
at least during sylvester's performance, i could see clearly.
=)

overall, the show was a great one.
saw many of the top 30 candidates who got out of the competition.
also saw candice - the finalists who dropped out.

okay, i got to say this NOW !
i saw MAX, the guy who acts in living with lydia !
he's fucking cute !
so cute !
damn cute !
darn cute !
super cute !
hell cute !
magnificantly cute !

got da shuwei to snap a couple of shots of him cos she was just sitting behind him !
ahhhhh !
im so JEALOUS !
he even helped her untangle dont knw wht man.
awwwww.
im so so SO JEALOUS !
=/

MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MMAAXX !
=)

he's quite short lah.
hahah.
BUT he's cute so it's alright.
ppl always say tht cute guys are usually short !
whee.
=)

reached the stadium rather early and max was there already.
always wna have a picture with him but he's ALWAYS on the phone.
gahhhhh.
i was really staring at him lah.
okay, im insane over this guy !
erm..
thinking again, nahh, i dont even knw his REAL name.
hahah.
nvm, i shall go find out.
=)

took a shot with rui'en !
DARN !
she's so pretty !
her perfume is nice smell too.
hahah.
going mad.
she's friendly and not dao.
JAYchou's junior ( shi mei ).
i like her !
=)

anyway, back to singapore idol.
got too engrossed with the mediacorp stars.
hahah.

saw the nine finalists on stage performing together and it rocked !
jeassea had the best vocals, i must say.
it was really stunning !
christopher's so cute !
many girls were screaming their lungs out when he was singing.
jerry's quite okay lah.
hahah.
but quite sad for him tht when gurmit introduced him, the claps from the audience could be very obviously heard tht less ppl clapped for him.
david dint look ah beng fortunately.
hahah.
' he missed performing.. ' - tht's wht he kept saying.
olinda was great too !
loads of fans screams and cheered for her !
leandra was just fine..
nothing much to say abt her cos i wasnt noticing her.
maia is darn short !
oops.
but her voice was rocking, babe !
beverly was okay lah.
nothing much also.
daphne.. dont like her.
hahah.

blahblahblah.

the performances were really splendid.
the one i enjoyed the MOST, i guess, it got to be dick lee's.
hahah.
he's so talented man !
ever since watching living with lydia on tuesday night, i began to like him !
awwww.
i wna go to his concert thingy on the 17122004 or 18122004 !
so COOL !
hahah.
rocking, babe !
=)

i voted 32 times for sylvester !
and voted 2 times for taufik !

i dint exactly knw wht i was thinking but just super nervous.
kept sending ' 2 ' to ' 43657 '.
seriously, i was darn hell hoping sylvester would win but he dint.
he put up a great fight, as in, sung well, really well..
he seemed a little disappointed but im still happy for him tht he could come this far.
having said tht, i CRIED when taufik \ sylvester were singing i dream.
shuk \ leeyi \ valine were so SHOCKED to see me tear.
hahah.
i also was shocked myself.
like HUH ?!
then leaned on leeyi and cried.
initially, i thought tht it was just nothing..
like, not even my business tht kind of thing but nahh, i was TRULY sad !
='(

left the indoor stadium with a slight happiness, as well as, sadness.
i dont knw, really.
im happy for taufik as he got crowned the singapore idol title and truly, he deserved it.
he put in loads of effort into it and glad tht his hard word actually paid off.
proud of him.
=)
im definitely also happy for sylvester.
he could come this far, all the way to the finals man !
he dint get to win the title but still, im sure he'll be someone BIG in the musical industry.
again, im proud of him !
=))

this show has left everyone with so much emotions.
happy ; sad ; disappointed ;;
HAPPY for taufik ;
SAD for sylvester ;
DISAPPOINTED for sylvester ? ;;

anyhow, it is finally OVER !
wow.
after so long man.
six long months of singing and singing.
hahah.

SINGAPORE IDOL ROCKKKKKS !

=)

singapore idol grandfinals !

2004-12-01T17:11:00.000-08:00

listening to this song by liu jia yue tuan - tai ke SONG
woah.
it's a darn cute, SWEE, SONG song man !
lol.
recommended by leexinjin.
thankyou ah !
(:

just got home from junction eight.
leaving soon for the sg indoor staduim.
going to watch sg idol grand finals !
woohoo !
so exciting man !

SYLVESTER \ TAUFIK !!!

hope it'll be a great show.
though it's going to be a four-sided stage, it's okay lah.
wish both all the best man !
hahah !

lazy to blog abt wht i did in junction eight just now lah.
totally crap.
took quite a number of postcards and i think, tht's the only interesting thing i did.
ohwells.

got to go prepare already.
then pick leeyi up.
hahah.

ROW ONE \ SEAT ONE !
let's GOOOO !

=)

byebye.
update later after the contest !

html -

2004-11-30T17:33:00.000-08:00

oh oh !
forgotten to mention !
hahah.
im proud of it kkay !

I CHANGED MY GUESTBOOK PICTURE !

okay, this is slow of me cos only NOW then knw how to upload but anyhow, im still happy !
=)

hahah.
i guess, im going to changed my blog's picture also !
woohoo !

actually, i've already done up a new blog but havent started using.
going to move soon.
hahah.
think next year.
look our for it !
lol.
madness.
=P

and i still PROUDly told xinjin tht i knw how to upload and all.
she thought im mad lah..
indeed, I AM !
woohoo !

byebye for now.
i wna sleep.
oh no !
i wna change my picture !
so exciting now tht i knw how to edit templates !
LOL !

=))

buy camp stuff \ j8

2004-11-30T17:01:00.000-08:00

just came home from orchard, takashimaya.
met up with my mummy then came home.
darn sian lah.
super tired and SLEEPY !
really deprived of sleep.
( Zzz )

dint manage to go to heeren cos no time and all.
so stupid !
ahhhh !
then couldnt buy jaychou's qi li xiang \ zhoujielun tong ming zhuan ji !
so idiotic !
and most importantly, cant get my WWE calender 2005 !
so shit lah !
boosh.

and heeren has instantly became my favourite hangout area cos according to xinjin, JAYchou likes to go there when he comes to singapore.
hahah.
i love him !
im insane once again.
pardon me.
=)

oh oh !
talking abt him, it reminded of one of my conversations with leeguobin ( coach ).
on sunday, the day after jay's concert, we said -
lee - so how was zhoujielun's concert last night ?
me - it was super nice !
lee - oh. did jolin chai go ?
me - no.
lee - woah. good wht then you have chance already..
LOL lah.
i told xinjin abt this conversation and she said tht he's humourous.
like okay..
hahah.

ghee.
today is the LAST day of november.
woah.
time really flies man, especially during holidays.
darn it lah.
havent enjoyed enough yet lah.
wth.
ohwells.
so it also means tht it's the last day seeing konglinghui on the calender.
how sad man.
hahah.
im quite looney up here.
pardon me.
=)

anyway, had trg this morning from 0800 - 1130 hours.
i played like totally crap and shit !
as lousy as it could get.
i guess, this is the worst trg i ever had throughout this month man.
im so ~~sad~~..
hahah.
actually, ironically, im NOT !
it's so wierd.
hahah.
i could HAHAH nonstop lah.
xinjin even said - woah. ppl tyco, you also laugh.
she must be thinking why am i so mad.
lol.

a china primary guy came and join us for trg.
he's darn good.
he could play from super backcourt and could hit in.
i guess, he trains really loads.
but he's quite haolian lah.
ohwells.

...

one match was between him and xinjin.
gosh.
one of the many points, it was DARN shen !
at the same point of time, fenNY \ i were playing beside them lah.
we even stopped just to watch THT point.
it was so fucking cool !
- jaws opening
xinjin hit the net and he could retrieve ;
then xinjin hit quite edge of the table and he could hit back ;
xinjin hit the net AGAIN when it's so close and he MA CHUANG back ;;
woah !
totally awesome man !
i tio stunned lah !
hahah.
xinjin couldnt believe it either.
it was incredible !

ghee.
speaking of ' incredible ', DARN !
i havent watched the incredibles !
tmd.
so pissed.
or rather, i havent watched SO MANY movies.
so sian lah.
have been a tortoise and slacking at home in front of the computer.
hahah.
whtever.

after trg, xinjin \ daphne \ florence \ jasmine \ i went to junction eight.
we spilt up to have our lunch cos wna eat different food.
anyway, later, xinrong joined us cos she dint go for trg.
we, then, spilted up into two groups and went to get the stuff for the sntt camp.

blahblah -

after we got the stuff, we walked ard junction eight.
i bought this super cool thing.
hahah.
=P
i bought - INVISIBLE INK !
lol.
okay, i knw im lame.
=/
but it's really FUN !
hahah.
i kept spraying little drops on everyone's shirt.
okay, once again, i knw im lame.

after tht, xinrong \ xinjin \ daphne \ florence \ i went to eat popcorn and nachos outside the cinema.
just talked there and ate.

saw jocelyn \ limah \ yiling there.

i BOO-ed poor limah and she was freaked out of her soul.
lol.
how COWARD !
she's so FUNNY lah.
lol.
and darn !
i still owe her TWO presents !
blah.
=/

ate already then we headed for sinten without florence cos she went to watch movie.
got the PINK jersey from aunty then i went to orchard to meet my mummy.

basically, nothing much today.
just like here and there.
quite sian lah.
but nvm, im glad im leaving this place SOOOON !
im so excited to leave lah !
woohoo !
hahah.
im quite mad again.
okay, i think the whole day im like a siao zha bo lah cos i kept laughing like hell.
like WHY ?
i also dont knw.
hahah.
=PP

singapore idol \ row ONE

2004-11-29T21:00:00.000-08:00

oh my god !
my daddy ROCKKKKS !
hahah !

im going to singapore idol grand finals !
and it is ROW ONE !
as in, im seated at row one, seat one.
hahah.

how excited can i be !
super ;
fucking ;
darn ;
damn ;
very ;;

im asking my dearest friend, leeyi along !
hahah.
how nice im.

*leeyi -
you better THANK me man.
hahah.
i knw you love me uber loads for tht.
hahah.
and i wna share my joy with you tht we're seated on ROW ONE and you dint pick up your cell.
hmpf !
=/

chao to all.

h a p p y -

28112004 \ 29112004 -- =))

concern \ touched =) ; jaychou !

2004-11-28T20:42:00.000-08:00

phew -
just had my dinner.
FINALLY, i had some solid food coming into my body.
cos i dint eat anything.
dint feel like eating macs so yeah.

anyway, as mentioned, im totally bushed out.
though tired, today as well as yesterday are very enjoyable and im happy (: !

woke up at 0900 hours.
went to the japanese association ( japanese primary school ) to have a friendly match with them.
represent ssc.
played two matches, against japanese women.
won one ; lost one.
totally crapped up shit i played.
totally terrible.
backhand was hua-ing ; forehand 'la' cant get in ; forehand 'cut' all into the net.
really pissed off.
=/

played from 1000 - 1300 hours.
besides the two matches i'd played, the other time there was either slacking or trg.

quite a number of ppl went.
chenwei - long time no see ! ;
hanming ;
valerie ;
eeshu ;
eechou ;
clarissa ;
some other adults ;;

tht place was so humid, really unbearable.
pespired like hell.

this time i went was four years later since.
vivid memories of tht very day fours years ago were surfacing in my mind as i entered the arena.
= (

missing -

anyhow, everything ended at 1300 hours.
after the matches, had a photograph session but valerie \ i skipped it as we were packing out stuff.
hahah.
anyway, i dont even like taking pictures.
so yeah.
the japanese ppl gave each of us a gift.
all of us were so paiseh to take.
hahah.
they were all wrapped up so it was just out luck to wht we've chosen.
i got a pen or pencil thingy.
according to hanming who got a ~~lipstick~~, lol, the pen's spoilt or something ?
ohwells.
i dont knw man.
the moment i unwrapped it, he took it and analysed the pen's function.
hahah.
so yeah.
he dint get a lipstick lah..
hahah.
he got a SWISS knife.

the trip there was a nice and friendly one, just tht i was really pissed so it somehow spoilt the trip a little.
nevertheless, it was fine.
yupp.

went back to ssc.
aunt julin along with hanming \ chenwei \ valerie \ i went back together.
in the car..
DARN !
as hanming was like saying who knw how to use the SWISS knife so i kpo, kpo, went to say, i knw.
play play play LAH !
i CUT my finger !
OUCH ! at first but later it was fine..
as i dint take notice tht the below knife was already taken out, i forcefully dragged the other one out, thus accidentally cutting my fourth finger on my right hand.
woooo..
blood streamed downwards and i was like an idiot staring at it but not doing anything.
how shit, huh ?!
lol.
then chenwei got me some tissue papers and i just used them i absord the blood.
ghee.
it was so ...
dont knw how to say but quite crap lah.
im so boliao ?
blahblah.

however it is, im erm.. touched by their concern lah.
they were like so uptight like tht lah..
uptight in a nice way.
hehehe.
=))

THANK YOU !!!

though they wont come here, i'll still blog abt it.
hahah.
whtever.

reached ssc then i went to the reception to get a plaster.
as we wna head for the bowling alley where jonathan \ eeshu \ eechou were, guess, hanming could sort of see the my finger hurts ?
hahah.
so he gentleman-ly helped me carry my bag all the way there.
ps - it's quite a distance.
plus, my bag's quite heavy.
hahah.

THANKS !!! again -

as it was still early for the trg to begin, we crapped there and all.
it was freaking cold there lah.
wth.
almost died of coldness so i drank a cup of hot milo.
hahah.

and it aint true tht young ppl dont like coffee..
- winks

at ard 1430 hours, we went to the tabletennis arena.
it was supposed to start at 1400 hours but we were late.
hehehe.
but coach was later as he was stuck at the busstop cos it was raining cats and dogs.
darn heavy, really.
lightning and thunder strike !
hahah.
okay, lame.
=/

played a round robin among the eight of us.
i emerged sixth.
hahah.
so lousy yeah.
BUT you got to understand tht those ppl are far better than me !
lol.

+ won eechou 3-2 -
darn close, almost died.
hahah.
+ lost hanming 3-0 -
dont need to say lah, 100% lose !
hahah.
and i'll remember wht he said - dont whine, think of how to win..
lol.
cos i kept laughing and whining when im losing.
=P
lost valerie 3-0 -
lousiest match i'd ever played lah.
puke-ish.
my stokes were so so SO terrible.
nvm, shall work harder.
+ won chenwei 3-2 -
hahah.
this match was full of laughters !
laughed like hell.
kept 'cut'ting the ball.
luckily coach wasnt looking, if not, we're dead !
hahah.
the longest being five minutes.
hahah.
FUN !
=)
and i was freaking tyco.
so SORRY !
+ lost eeshu 3-1 -
not bad already lah.
could get a set from him.
hahah.
cos yesterday, i got thrashed by him 0-3 lah.
his service ROCKS man !
hahah.
super cool !
hahah.
=)
+ won jonathan 3-0 -
darn pressurising lah.
coach was watching.
luckily i won.
hahah.
+ lost dont knw who 3-0 -
fucking pathetic lah.
totally couldnt hit the freaking ball.
nvm again, shall work harder.

after these matches, valerie \ i paired up for doubles against eeshu \ eechou.
we won 3-0.
hahah.
once again, this match was a darn hilarious one.
lol.
eeshu was darn crappy lah.
dont wna play properly and anyhow 'la' and if his 'la's dont get in, it sort of mean tht we've got a chance.
hahah.
ps - his 'la's are unbeatable !
hahah.
he and eechou kept sort of 'niao'ing one another, causing loads of laughters.
lol.
=P

finally at 1730 hours, my parents came to pick me up so yeah.
went to cold storage.
by then, i was really dying..
darn hell tired and legs could anytime collapse.
hahah.

got home, bathed, ate, here i am.
lol.

yesterday -
OMG !
it was darn nice lah, yesterday !
hahah.
why why why ???
cos i went to JAYCHOU's incomparable to jay concert !
oh man !
it was so darn fucking GOOD !
i love him kkay !
hahah
i think, im going mad but i dont care !
he simply rocks !
i have yet to get two of his albums and im going to get them ASAP man !
hahah.

his concert started at 2045 hours.
guess WHO i saw man !
hahah.
sylvester \ taufik \ jj linjunjie went to watch his concert also !
sylvester \ taufik were darn near to us !
couldnt take any clear shots of him cos there was this 'smoke' thingy.
darn it lah !
but anyhow, could see them was simply good enough.
hahah.
im easily contented.
lol.

anyway, back to JAYchou !
hahah.
he's fucking COOL ; GOOD ; NICE ; CUTEEEEE !
hahah.
im seriously going mad.
anyhow, he sung loads of nice songs, DUH !
=)
the first song was - yi fu zi ming
darn !
it was simply awesome !
LOVEd it !
hahah.
the last song being qi li xiang
darn again !
it was simply fabulous !
LOVEd it again !
hahah.

there were two special guest stars who turned up at his concert.
they were wen lan \ nan quan ma ma !
wen lan's freaking hot !
she's so sexy and her vocals were darn cool !
okay, im mad again.
nan quan ma ma was superb too !
they sung the very last song while jay played DRUMMMMS !
tht was the BESTEST part of the concert !
hahah.

jay's so talented kkay !
he knws how to play the drums \ flute \ piano ( grand piano ) !
the gand piano was so cool !
darn nice !
as he was in the middle of the stage, it was so unfortunate tht we could only see from the screens.
sad.
anyhow, he ROCKKKS !
=))

the only thing tht was really disappointing was tht the stage was four-sided thus we only saw him 1/4 the time.
tht was sad but when i cant see jay, i would go turn and look at sylvester.
hahah.
im really out of my mind, pardon me.
lol.
=P

the few songs tht i really love, he sung them man !
gosh !
so thankful ?
erm..
okay, im seriously SIAO !
hahah.
- an jing \ qi li xiang \ yi fu zi ming \ qing tian \ xing qing and LOADS more.
at the spur of the moment, i cant list of so many.
hahah.

I LOVE JAYCHOU !

okay, i dont exactly knw wht to say lah.
cos im simply TOO happy to have seen him.
hahah.
nothing, i mean, really NOTHING can express my happiness.
lol.

oh oh !
he's so COOL !
he had THREE encores kkay !
so fucking cool !
omg !
im mad \ insane \ out of my mind \ insane, whtever you wish to say.
hahah.

okay, i was even so senile to the extend tht i wna go extend a few strands of white hair on my fringe as jay also did tht !
hahah.
but nahh, i dont think im going to do tht lah.
quite mad AGAIN !
hahah.

anyhow, when jay opens ANOTHER concert, im SURE to go and watch !

=) =) =)

anyway, before jay's concert, i had trg at ssc.
got thrashed by eeshu in a friendly, 3-0.
lowest score was 11-2 lah.
but one was fortunately stretched to deuce.
hahah.
tyco tyco..
=P
initially, i was darn scared.
both of us like kept um-chio-ing lah cos i was really at a lost lah.
really 100% dont knw how to recieve his services.
totally too spinny !
he um-chioed cos i guess, he thinks im mad as i kept um-chioing ?
erm..
whtever lah.
hahah.

trg was coach was moderately fine.
quite funny also.
being the mad me, i kept laughing when he was like ~~scolding~~ me..
hahah.
okay, he wasnt scolding lah, just telling me how pathetically i hit and trying to correct me.
and yet, i laughed ?
ghee.
im so mean.
lol.
=P

before trg at ssc, i was freaking tired lah.
lack of sleep, really.

cos had trg in school at 0800 - 1130 hours.
played totally crap.
got 10th.
sighs sighs.
got to jiayou already !

after tht, had a discussion abt the sntt camp.
though im not turning up for the camp, i just thought tht it was erm.. responsible to go ?
i mean, as part of the team, you should be involved ?
so yeah, i went.
the discussion was rather lame.
quite mad.
hahah.

nothing else already.
like DUHH !
hahah.
so long lah.

go already lah.
really darn hell sleepy and tired.

nights !
byebye.

=)

BAD BOYS forever ;
we live together \ we die together ;;

- taken from bad boys II > line of will smith !

current time - 2154 hours

tired \ competition -

2004-11-28T19:17:00.000-08:00

oh boosh !
i really bushed !
darn hell tired !

shall go take a bathe now.
later then blog in details abt jaychou's concert which took place last night and abt today.

=)

h a p p y --

clement tan's wedding -

2004-11-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

toes painful.
i wore HEELS man !
so difficult to walk and all.
had to be darn careful and beware of drains, for fear my heels get stuck in between them.
lol.
super dead beat.
just came back from clement tan's wedding dinner.
it was at le meredian ( however it's spelled ) hotel.
it was a simple yet sweet ceremony.

i sincerely wish them all the best for their marriage.
=)

danfong \ my \ liping \ gen \ i went to his wedding.
and some other track and field ppl.
all dressed to the event and really looked great, i must say.
hahah.
not like sloppy and all.
many teachers went, including ms choo.
ms low \ mrs quek \ ms susan lim and mainly the pe and math and science department teachers went.
oh oh !
chen lao shi ( chensiewmei \ chenyoumeng ) went.
ramesh \ alan ho \ elaine lim \ victer tay \ ang tze wei \ colin phee and super loads more turned up.
they looked so much better than their usual attire man.
hahah.

at first, we went too early lah.
we were darn hell bored cos had nothing to do, you see.
then we just stood ard and chat.
hahah.
talked really loads.
also, in the meantime, we were looking out for teachers.
lol.
to see wht they wear and all.

the dinner started really late.
say, 2045 hours like tht ?
yeah.
ended at 2330 hours.
had eight dishes in all.
the five of us almost died eating them cos only the few of us were at one table.
the trackers were seated on the other.
we had - shark's fin soup \ scallops \ prawns \ fish \ chicken \ lotus rice \ yam ( dessert )
very sumpteous.
it was a great dinner !
enjoyed it.
=)

at the beginning, it was really entertaining cos we got to watch the video whereby clementtan went to pick up the bride and all, the whole process.
darn funny.
lol.
he had to sing a song before being allowed into the house.
as it wasnt put on sound, it was as though he was like a mad person singing to himself.
lol.

shortly after tht, the dinner FINALLY started.
hahah.
long-awaited, really.
while having the first dish - cold plate, a video on their love story was screened.
darn SWEET !
omg !
it showed their young kiddy pictures and how they met each other.
oh man !
the process of them meeting each other was so SWEET !
and during the video, the song sung by jerry yan - zuo ge hao qing ren.. tht one was played.
the song added loads of emotions to the video.
it made the already sweet video even sweeter.
whee -
anyway, the part when it was abt how they knw each other and all was animated.
so creative !
hahah.
=)

after tht, clementtan had a short speech.
quite lame ?
lol.

then the climax..
hahah.
only to the twounity ppl lah.
hahah.
cos the video shot by alan ho was screened.
featuring the whole twounity \ trackandfield \ some teachers.
we looked so funny !
hahah !
the sound system was quite bad so wasnt tht clear.
but anyhow, it was just the thought tht counts.
hahah.
could see tht clementtan was pleased and erm.. touched ?
hahah.
it was a surprise kind of thing..
so yeah.

in between, we suddenly heard some old uncles cheers-ing among themselves.
it's like so fucking loud.
so extra !
then the sngs teachers also went to yum-seng.
hahah.
chenyoumeng was DARN loud !
he kept yum yum yum yum yum yum YUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMM..
like not lame lah.
hahah.
his face totally flushed man.
lol.

clementtan sang too !
tht was sort of expected lah.
cos he likes singing so we expected at least a song from him.
he sang really straight from his heart to his wife.
tht was sweet of him !
awwwww.

had some games ?
hahah.
the mc asked four throwers out and pretended as his wife and made him guess who is actually his wife by touching their right hand as his wife's left hand was wearing the wedding ring.
the first was tasha then melissa then estee then shuwei.
when it was shuwei's turn, the mc faked him tht it's the last and he got taken in and nodded his head tht shuwei's his wife.
oh man !
wht a terrible mistake !
hahah.

anyhow, the dinner was just eating and eating and EATING.
danfong and myra cracked lame jokes.
seriously, NOT funny.
thankyou.
hahah.
danfong said - the chicken can fly so we have our food first..
hello ?!
is it funny ?
NO man !
lol.

okay, this one.. really lame.
hahah.
when i went to clementtan to congrat him, we shook hands lah, duhh.
he sort of pulled me closer lah then said - work harder during the holidays..
hahah.
and like kept ... talk talk talk.
diaos.
then i just smiled, a weak one.
lalala.
then before we left, we said byebye and shook hands again and he said - remember wht i told you.
right..

anyway, nothing else lah.
got to sleep already.
currently talking to a lame person whom i dont even knw.
so wierd.
lalala.

nights.

anything i've left out, perhaps, if i can remember, i'll blog another entry tmr.

byebye.

=)

just woke up -

2004-11-26T13:18:00.000-08:00

i just woke up.
hahah.

- looks at the time

slept at ard 0230++ hours.
dont knw why i just dint wna sleep ?
ohwells.
wierd wierd.
hahah.

the blue black on my right outer tigh is STILL there !
OUCH !
it still hurts man !
ghee.
it sucks, really.

tonight..
gosh !
it's clement tan's wedding !
hahah.
im GOING !
lol.
okay, wht to WEAR ?
tht's the most concerned thing !
im wearing heels lah !
not ~~funny~~ !
~~THANKS~~ to my mum !
ohwells.
just pray tht i DONT fall down.
lol.

my right eye HURTS !
why ?
last night, as i was taking out my contacts, i dint realise tht my hand still had some toothpaste on it then i just took the contacts out.
and ~~nice~~, so the toothpaste went into the eye !
fucking painful !

i guess, there's nothing much already lah.
later then blog again.

i simply LOVE blogging !
i simply LOVE RANDY ORTON !

hahah.
out -

let's read ! lol.

2004-11-26T01:00:00.000-08:00

hmmm.

- pounders

i guess, i shall read a book this holiday !
hahah !

i mean, holidays are then the TIME to read man !
okay, i read..
read WHT ?!
lol.
* DONT LAUGH, i warn YOU !
im currently reading this archie comic !
hahah.
havent read for a long long time.
so funny ?
hmmm.
nahh, not THT !
i mean, ppl change thus taste and all changes so yeah.

hmmm.
any GOOD books to recommend ?
hahah.
if have, please drop a note at my gusetbook !
thankyou !

=)

tenth \ youu*

2004-11-25T14:17:00.000-08:00

time flies ;
flies as fast as it can be ;;

tenth -

=)

wwe blog done -

2004-11-25T14:02:00.000-08:00

whee -
made a wwe blog already.
hahah.
happy !
=)
lol.

oh oh !
my trg was from 0800 - 1130 hours, not 1000 hours.
hahah.
whtever.
just a mistake to amend.
yupp.

now, got to go find loads of pictures of RANDY ORTON !
then send them to shuk then beg her to help me with my blog.
hahah.

RANDY ORTON ROCKS ! !

=)

trg -

2004-11-25T13:31:00.000-08:00

just got home from gardens.
yawns yawns.
im sleepy again.
hahah.
darn tired, really.

had trg in the morning from 1000-1130 hours.
i played badly.
wasnt focused enough and all.
mind seemed to have drifted to god knws where.
lol.
i kept laughing like hell.
im quite mad, i guess.
hahah.
=P

i emerged 8th.
quite shit up.
nvm lah, shall train harder.
yupp.

played with a chongfu girl for round of 36.
won.
played with yushi for round of 16.
won.
played with yuanshan for round of 8.
lost.
played with florence for the placing of 5th-8th.
lost.
played with jasmine for 7th or 8th.
lost.

the last match was really screwed.
all thanks to yao.
ahhhh.
wna scream.
he stopped play in the middle of the third set.
i was trailing 0-2 but at least let us finish the game, right ?
and he dint even say in the beginning tht it was best of three.
blahblah.
it sucked.

ohwells.

...

played doubles with xinjin.
okay, i guess, it was totally crapped up.
all ~~thanks~~ to me !
screw myself !
i played like shit, causing us to drop really right to the last table.
hahah.
NEVER had such a situation whereby we lost ALL our matches man.
hehehe.
nvm, once again, JIAYOU !
=)

nothing much already.
byebye.

wwe \ randy orton

2004-11-25T01:11:00.000-08:00

woohoo !
i hereby declare tht i love RANDY ORTON !
hahah !
he ROCKS !
he is darn COOL !
he is darn HOT !
he is darn HANDSOME !
he is darn darn DARN MY NEW LOVE !

lol.
=P

man.
i just watched WWE RAW !
it was fucking nice !
i enjoyed it like hell !
havent watched such a great episode of RAW for a hell of a long time man !
hehehe !

LOVE IT !

okay, i just love the wwe webbie !
it ROCKS like hell !
omg !
darn cool !

i just went to the webbie and i saw a video !
randy orton's the general manager for the night and he was fucking cool !
omg !
he rocks my world !
he made triple h defend his title against the WHOLE RAW roster !
wth.
so freaking cool !
he is so clever man !
cute guy with looks and guts and wits !
hehehe !
mad over him !

oh oh !
shall go to friendster later and add tht i wna meet HIM !
hehehe.
really getting insane.
lol.

i think im going to make a blog specially for WWE !
how insane am i ?
lol.
nvm lah.
my dearest sister would help me with the template.
hahah.
and shit !
tht beautiful picture which comprices of RANDYORTON \ maven \ chris jericho \ chris beniot..
shit !
i forgotten to save it !
now, dont knw how to get it !
holy shit !
how dumb am i !
DARN !
but ohwells.
i shall go get more pretty pictures of randy orton !
hahah.

okay, back to RAW.
eric bischoff was nice for once as he finally stood up against evolution.
my god !
i was so shocked tht he's so erm.. brave and actually dared to go against them.
it's like against the animal, batista, \ ric flair man !
cool man !
hahah !
as a result, he made a match at survivor series.

aiyah.
talk abt randy orton lah.
who cares abt eric bischoff man ?!
hahah.
im mean.
lalala.
=P

anyway, randy orton \ chris jericho \ maven were against evolution.
the match was made by the general manager.
it was an awesome match to watch !
darn cool !
of cos, my cutie won !
hahah.
with his RKO !
hehehe.
nice shot !
though it was a tag team match, triple h dint show up thus it became a handicap match - 3-2.
obviously, orton etc domineered the match !
like DUH !
hahah.

randy orton was so cute !
hehehe.
as chris jericho was distracting the referee, maven went to sort of strangle ric flair while he just raised his both arms in the air, laughing sarcastically at batista.
hehehe.
batista was damn pissed off, i must say.
i bet he wna kill randy orton at tht moment.
lol.
but ohwells.

batista SUCKS !

fight fight fight \ wrestle wrestle wrestle
...
~~triple h~~ appeared !
NAHH !
it wasnt him !
it was tajiri.
hahah.
he was so cool man !
he posed as triple h, causing the distraction of batista \ ric flair as they thought tht their so-called leader was there to their rescue.
oh whtever.

this match up was so cool.
im quite lazy to elaborate lah.
hahah.
i just knw tht it ROCKS !
=)

and for once, edge sucks !
totally a loser !
i HATE him !
idiotic faggot !

RANDY ORTON ROCKS MY WORLD !

=))

200th testimonial \ =)

2004-11-24T20:22:00.000-08:00

oh oh !
forgotten to mention !
hahah !

my friendster has successfully gotten 200 testimonials !
hahah.
so happy !
okay, it should be 201 cos xinrong wrote one for me !
hehehe !

THANKS ! =)

anyway, my 200th testimonial was proudly written by glenn.
hahah.
i HAD to delete a testimonial before he wna write.
awwwww.
it was painful to delete one away man.
but hmmm.
nvm lah.
cos so many were crapped by shuk.
hahah.

nothing else.
just wna share..
lol.
whtever.

chao -

sleep sleep sleep -

2004-11-24T20:11:00.000-08:00

ghee.
i dont exactly knw wht is wrong with me.
hahah.
my sleeping timings are all screwed.
i sleep at really funny times of the day and cant sleep when im supposed to.
arghhhhh.
this is infuriating.
=/

now tht it's 2000++ hours, i had just waken up from a nap.
i was darn tired, really.
i slept at 0300 hours this morning and woke up at 0800 hours ?
yupp.
went to american club for body combact or however it's spelled.
quite fun ?
okay, nahh, it was OKAY only.
lol.
monkey did the trg.
he was so NOISY, really.
i almost asked him to shut up man.
lol.
anyhow, he's quite a nice guy.
yupp.

at the gym, there's this super CUTE ang moh instructor.
lol.
okay, im chilling.
hahah.
he's so fit and all.
hahah.
nice man, his body.
hmmm.
if i were to take his lessons, i guess, i'll just stare at him and not do lah.
erm..
whtever.
=P

after gym and all, shuk \ mum \ i had lunch at the cafe.
the buffet was nice.
hahah.
there was turkey !
hahah.
mad.
lalala.

after tht, we went over to wisma \ takashimaya \ paragon.
bought a top from topshop and took loads of postcards !
hahah.
so shuang.
lol.
shall share some with my SON !
hahah.
im nice, you see.
hehehe.
=)

shopped and walked till 1600++ hours then we got home.
reached home at 1630++ hours and slept till 2000 hours.
hahah.
nice sleep, really.
i shall go eat now and wait for 2200 hours !
woohoo !
my WWE !
hehehe.
my FAVOURITE !
=)

byebye for now.
i shall crap more later.

=)

candy* -

faggot - fuck off

2004-11-24T01:21:00.000-08:00

im accused !

- cries out loud

i DONT spam other ppl's board cos i got spammed before !
i knw the darn feeling of feeling spammed !
it sucks !
i knw !

and ~~THANKS~~ for your good-oh-lecture on your blog.

im seriously pissed man.
i mean, c'mon lah !
i have NEVER said tht if ~~you~~'re younger you cannot speak your mind man.
oh please, for christ' sake.

- shakes head

i seriously dont get it till NOW, WHY am i treated this way ?!

when will i take a break from all these shit ?!

and i admit im vulgar.
i like to swear.
i like to curse.
but SO ?!
i DID NOT say them IN FRONT OF ~~your~~ face !
dont ACCUSE me !

i wna get out of this place !
i wna escape from all thse nonsense !
im tired of them !
im seriously enough of them all !

just take tht i beg of ~~you~~.
STOP IT !

this is shit !

i guess, someone* is right..
though i'd regretted playing tabletennis, i still have to continue.
and perhaps, if i'd not played tabletennis and had gone to another sport, it would still be of the same scenario.
oh bother !

this is just LIFE !

live it this way then.

dint save conversation with idol - shit !

2004-11-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

shit !
shoots !
darn !
damn !

okay, i got to calm down, once again.
hahah.
im mad.
lol.

I DINT ~~SAVE~~ the FIRST ever conversation !

ahhhhh !
should i kill myself ?!
wth !

im so dumb !
im so stupid !
im so idiotic !

DARN DARN DARN !

now shuk is helping me change my layout.
hahah.
shall thank her later when it's done.
lol.

=)

OMG \ idol rocks my world -

2004-11-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

someone** is so nice ;
someone* is so dao ;;

- all smiles
- wide smiles
- full of smile

=)

OhMyGod !
oHmYgOD !
OhMyGod !

hahah.
okay, manpin, P-L-E-A-S-E calm down.
hahah.
i think im going mad.
mad in a way tht im too HAPPY ;
mad in another way tht im PISSED ;;
but this time, it's definitely more of HAPPY.
~~who cares~~ abt being pissed now ?!
hahah.
the happiness has just buried over the pissness and now it's gone.
i dont bother lah.
hahah.
=P

i just said tht i heck but erm..
should i rethink ?
hahah.
nahh, i shall be the same ME !

- hsumanpin is the SAME hsumanpin -

lol.
okay, i dont knw wth am i saying.
calm down.
calm down.
okay, i ORDER myself to calm down.
lol.

- im STILL smiling when im typing -

hehehe.
okay, CHILL !

blahblahblah -

im still waiting for THT kind soul to write me my 200th testimonial !
ahhhhh !
ONE more !
WHO WHO WHO ??!!!
you you you ??!!!
lol.
okay, once again, breathe in and out.
heheh.

okay, i hereby take back my words tht someone* is NICE !
so LOSER \ DAOER \ SUCKER !
and i DONT CARE !
oh wth.
i care.. BUT !
oh shit.
shut up !

im HAPPY !
hsumanpin is HAPPY !
hahah.

=)

wwe rocks !

2004-11-22T22:02:00.000-08:00

whee -
the fifth time blogging here.
hahah.
too free ?
lol.
no lah.
just wna share my JOY !
hehehe.

WWE webbie rocks !

randy orton \ chris jericho \ chris beniot \ maven form the BEST tag-team !
they defeated triple h \ batista \ gene snitsky \ edge !

woohoo !
how cool were they man !
on last wednesday's RAW, woww, it was coolER !
i LOVE the four of them man !
so fucking cool !
randy orton is now one of my FAVOURITES !
hahah.
cos he aint with evolution so yeah.

last time, i thought tht randy orton was a pile of shit cos he really sucked.
so cocky ; so full of himself ; so stuck up !
but now..
nahh, he's so cool.
he's able to defeat ; outwit ; outlast evolution - tht loser team - single-handed-ly.
whee -
smart aleck !
hahah !

nevertheless, shawn michaels is STILL my number ONE FAVOURITE !
hahah !
love him !
woohoo !

on last week's RAW, shawn michaels made a speech and it was thoroughly touching !
so sweet of him !
=)
he thanked all the wwe fans who made TABOO TUESDAY a great success !
he was injured, mind you.
and he even made the effort to come out and spoke to the fans.
so nice of him.
tht made me love him even MORE !
- heart melting
lol

not like tht loser - egde !
he sucks lah !
just cos the wwe fans dint vote for him to get a shot at the wwe heavyweight championship during TABOO TUESDAY, he was such a sore loser and went to obstruct shawn michaels' match against triple h !
wtf.
if not, by now, the title's shawn michaels' kkay !
fuck him !
i mean, wht has got into him ?!
why is he so full of hatred ?!
last time, he's so cool and i really loveD him but now ?!
nahh, he should just shit off and flock with triple h.
great LOSERS !

poor shawn michaels.
sighs.
he's still injured.
awwwww.
nvm, he'll RETURN !
i'll WAIT patiently !
heheh.
ilovehim*
he also said -
this may sound really corny but i still got to say..
and it is tht i'll be back for YOU !
oh gosh !
sweet, cute, charismatic GUY !
=)

anyway, back to last week's RAW.
dearest talented and cute randy orton had a match against tht dumbest, dirtiest, shitiest ric flair and he ~~LOST~~ !
NO !
he dint lose kkay !
it's triple h who caused him the match !
fucker who distracted the referee cos he made batista come out before him and pretended to distract randy orton then next, to distract the referee.
fortunately, just when batista wna ka jiao randy orton, the three ' muskatiers ' ( i call them tht \ dont knw how to spell also ) - chris jericho \ chris beniot \ maven came out and stopped him.
but at the same time, as the referee wna stop the fight, he dint take notice of wht was going on in the ring then triple h siezed the opportunity and slammed randy orton with a steel chair.
wtf.
stupid loser !
so tht caused him the match.
awwwww.
=(

nevertheless, after the match, as triple h \ ric flair wna leave the ring, they were surrounded !
woohoo !
this' the BEST part of the night man !
hahah.
when the two of them wna leave by the main entrance, chris jericho \ chris beniot \ maven were there to block them ;
then when they wna leave through the left side of the crowd, hurricane \ eugene \ rosey were there to block them ;
finally, when they wna leave through the right side of the crowd, rhyno \ tajiri \ shelton benjamin were there to block them.
woww !
cool, right ?!
my HEROES !
lol.

if they hadnt scared tht freaking evolution, they would simply think tht they're the greatest and all and be too cocky abt it !
hahah !
WAY TO GO, GUYS !
=)

anyway, in the end, ric flair managed to go to the locker room, leaving triple h alone in the ring.
woohoo -
the CLIMAX !
hahah.
randy orton \ chris jericho \ chris beniot \ maven were in the ring, together with triple h and even beat the hell out of him !
oh gosh !
darn nice can !
chris beniot german suplex him thrice ;
chris jericho jumped on the ring rope and BAMMed on him ;
maven just kept slapping him or something ;
finally, randy orton RKO-ed him to finish him off !
COOL huh ?!
duhh !
=)

oh !
maven also defeated batista !
darn good man !
my half-idol lah !
hahah.
he shall be my full-idol unless he can defeat randy orton \ shawn michaels.
hahah.
honestly, nahh.
even if he can, i would still LOVE the two of them !
oh, john cena too !

YOYOYO ! YOU CANT SEE ME !

cool , babeh !
hehehe.
love him too !
=)

i hate tht stupid newbie, carlito caribbean cool !
he's a total fucker lah !
humilated my most cool jonh cena and won him title after he'd retained it only for four days.
wtf.
dirty player !
hate him !
loser loser loser !
act cool shit !

i guess, tht's all i wna say ?
hahah.
knw wht i wna talk so much of WWE suddenly ?
heheh.
cos i havent been to their webbie for a hell long of time cos im afraid of the viruses and all so yeah.
anyhow, to get in again, WHEE, darn HAPPY !
=))

if you like wwe, then i guess you'll enjoy this entry ?
lol.
i LOVE it !

share the love !
share the WWE !!!

out -

quote from ht's blog - meaningful

2004-11-22T21:21:00.000-08:00

Life fears death,
but lives only to die.
It starts with anxiety.
Anxiety becomes fear.
Fear leads to anger.
anger leads to hate.
hate leads to suffering.
The only cure for this fear
is total destruction.

youu* \ im corny -

2004-11-22T21:01:00.000-08:00

this is shit.
i still cant get over the fact tht ~~she~~ hates me so much.
wth.
she is so fucked up, really.
cant stand it.

tht nice person* who helped me do *something last night is NOT online now.
ahhhhh.
i really WNA rant all my anger to someone* !

- screams out loud

for christ' sake, ~~she~~ dint even come online or blog man.
so sian.
if ~~she~~ doesnt retaliate then it's really boring.
BORING ! - i cry out loud.
COME RETALIATE MAN ! - i yell out louder.

i wrote a couple of testimonials for my friends yesterday.
hahah.
nothing unusual, i guess.
i thought tht one of them tht ive written was really CORNY !
darn cornified lah.
hahah.
nevertheless, it was APPROVED.
heheh.
least, it wasnt REJECTED.
lol.
whtever.
=P

darn sian.
i currently have 198 testimonials.
hahah.
im proud of it.
oops.
but but BUT i want 200 !
TWO more to go !
we'll see WHO will be the NICE sould who will help me fulfil my dream without me ~~begging~~ him or her to write.
hahah.

life's really boring.
tv has nothing nice to watch.
havent bought any vcds recently.
havent watched the incredibles \ taxi \ forgotten etc.
- cries out loud

byebye for now.
i guess, i'll post another entry later.
hahah.
too free, you see.

=)

past \ ssc

2004-11-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

memorable ; unforgettable ; fondness ;;
certain things really cant be ~~forgotten~~ -
i miss the days back then -
how can i get those days back -
when can i get those days back -

sighs.
=(

my mum has good memory, eh.
she still can remember him.
hahah.
tht's quite wierd ?
lol.
she known him as the cute cute boy.
lol.
how cute is tht ?
hehehe.
=)

going to have a competition against the japanese association.
it's ssc VS them.
im asked to play.
yeah, so i decided to go.
on sunday, 1000 hours.
yawns yawns.
the day for me to sleep is gone.
hahah.
whtever.
- four years ago ... -
i miss wht had taken place there, at the japanese association.
tht very day ...
i wna knw the date.
hahah.
im mad, eh.
ohwells.
it's a memorable one.

a day i would NEVER forget.
a day i would ALWAYS treasure.
a day i would FOREVER remember.

blahblahblah -

just got home.
seriously, im darn tired.
yawns yawns.

tmr, there's trg man.
sian.
early in the morning 0800 hours.
yawns yawns again.
=/

went to fareast and had my dental appointment.
those two sngs girls who were there for job-shadowing or something were in the room when my braces were adjusted.
so paiseh, i must say.
hahah.
cos i dont knw wht to do ?
as in, where should i face..
yeah.
ohwells.

...

shopped ard fareast then went to scotts.
was with my mum \ shuk.
dint get anything so it was sian.
hahah.

went to the supermarket at gardens.
i dont knw wht got into me man..
lol.
i bought loads of energy drinks.
of cos, i bought orangina lah.
hahah.
my FAVOURITE !
=)

curtain falls \ love at first sight

2004-11-22T13:21:00.000-08:00

currently, im listening to blue's new album.
oh gosh.
it rocks like hell !
especially - curtain falls \ love at first sight.
gosh !
darn NICE !
i must listen to them at least FIVE times a day lah.
lol.
im quite insane.
hehehe.
=P

and gahhhhh !
i still cant find my backstreetboys album cover !
where the hell is it ?!
ahhhhh !
my FAVOURITE album man !
shit lah !
- screams

screwed up !
my blog's time are all screwed up.
gheesh.
all thanks to my itchy hands and changed it then screwed.
arghhhhh.
i think i shall just take the time away.
ohwells.
=/

nahh, maybe i think i shall just move again.
hahah.
i love to move here and there man.
so fun.
lol.
okay, i think im mad.

yawns yawns.
so sleepy.
slept at 0100 hours and woke up at 0900 hours.
actually, i wna wake up at 0530 hours BUT could not wake up.
lol.
wna watch the tennis master series !
FINALS !
hahah.
roger federer VS lleyton hewitt.
yupp.

wht else to blog ?
eh.
not much stuff, i guess.
hahah.
got to go for my dental appointment later.
OUCH !
lol.
whtever.

byebye for now.

=)

faggots - fucked up

2004-11-21T18:15:00.000-08:00

faggots flock together -
faggots should fuck off -
faggots are fucking fuckers who cant fuck -
faggots fuck themselves -

oh fuck !
im seriously in rage.
too pissed to do anything except to vent my anger here.
i guess, i should just let EVERYONE knw WHY in the world am i so angry.
gheesh.
this really sucks like hell.
blah.

losers are better than hypocrites.

this is an under-statement, i guess.
ohwells.
this aint the main point.
oh bother !

i shall get to there soon.
anyway, im seriously ~~disappointed~~ in this person.
darn.
i really DONT knw wht i have done to deserve such a treatment.
like HELLO ?!
have i done anything to you to deserve tht ?
i seriously think not.
oh come on !
i mean, get a life, PLEASE.
just take tht i beg of you.
oh man !
this is so dreadful to type on..
anyhow, since ~~you~~ like to publitise it so i shall also.
so it will be fair, yeah.
wtf.

since you have a blog, isnt it so tht you can say WHTEVER you please in it ?
having a blog, isnt it so tht you can rant in it ?
is there a law saying tht one has to be restrained to whtever one can type in it ?
NO !
never was there a law of this sort.

...

i like to complain abt whtever i wish here.
im please to rant all my rage here.

IS THERE A PROBLEM WITH ~~YOU~~ ?!!!

knnccbtmdnbkns -

i may not be the best player of the team.
i may not be the worst player of the team.
to ~~you~~, i may be just a NOBODY.
but all in all, im still HUMAN !
as a human, you have feelings ; emotions ; TEMPER.
dont ever tell me tht ~~you~~ can control your temper every SINGLE time ?
to vent your anger has many ways and to do IT tht way is just ME !
i like to do IT tht way and so you can just ignore me !
i dint say tht you have to bother abt me ?
HAVE I ?!
HELL NO !
so i guess, you should just mind your own business and stay out of my affairs.

i like to BANG ; SLAM ; SPOIL my bat !
i like to change my bats regularly !
i like to throw my bat in mid-air !
i like to hear the BAMM BAMM BAMM of the bats !
i like to just destroy them !
SO ?!
is it ~~YOUR~~ fucking business or problem ?
NAHH !
so fuck it \ off \ out \ up !

i dont exactly wna publish this post but i guess ...
ohwells.

FAGGOT !
IS ~~YOU~~ !

i hate TABLETENNIS !
i dread TABLETENNIS !
i detest TABLETENNIS !
i loathe TABLETENNIS !

fucked up sport !
fucked up beings !
fucked up WORLD !

i hate to GUESS !
i hate to play MIND GAMES !
i hate ...
i hate ...
i hate ~~YOU~~ !

i would rather ~~you~~ come right up front to me and just say how much you hate me and all.
you blogged abt me yet you dont wna put my name down.
woww.
nice huh ?!
it just shows tht you're a coward !
i have NEVER mentioned any of the things ~~you~~ said tht i have.
PLEASE, oh mighty PLEASE, would ~~you~~ just shut your traps and dont blog crap ?!

KNN !

pissed !
fucking pissed !
very pissed !
uber pissed !
darn pissed !
damn pissed !
super pissed !
shotholicly pissed !

FUCK OFF MY LIFE !

backstreetboys cd -

2004-11-21T14:45:00.000-08:00

okay, this is a fucked up situation !
darn !
im so darn pissed !
shitholed !
bleah !

I CANT FIND MY BACKSTREETBOYS CD CASE !

oh shit !
wth !
how would it go missing ?!
shit lah !
pathetic hell shit !

DARN DARN DARN !!!

sunday -

2004-11-21T12:17:00.000-08:00

can you believe it ?
i just woke up !
lol.
okay, aint tht unbelievable lah.
just darn tired and all so just sleep.
hahah.
=P

MULTI-TASKING hurr.
hahah.
listening to blue - the best of blue ;
talking over msn with leeyi ;
sms-ing ;;

i was such a log last night.
or rather, at 0130 hours, i fell asleep.
i couldnt even go wash up \ change out of my clothes \ take off my contacts \ switch of my lights \ close the door.
wth lah.
dint knw i was so darn tired.
blahblah.

still yawning.
lol.
i wna SLEEP !
i guess, im deprived of sleep for the whole week so yeah.
- yawns again

and DARN !
my outer right tigh has a BIG bruice now !
darn OUCH man !
shitholed !
erghhhhh !

=/

OUCH !

2004-11-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

malu malu malu !
fucking malu !
so malu !
darn malu !
shitholed malu !
damn malu !
very malu !

holy shit !
had dinner at east coast tht area.
i was sitting at a place whereby it's fucking ' dangerous ' one lah.
tmd.
and indeed, i FELL DOWN !

knnccbtmdnbkns -

fucking hell lah !
so darn painful man !
my right outer tigh is now darn painful !
going to have a bruise soon.
shit lah.
so darn careless of me !
wth !
holy shit !
blahblah -

but then, i was lucky in a way lah.
hehehe.
wth.
im mad ?
erm..
as in, why would a person who'd fell and still say herself is lucky.
ohwells.
lucky in the sense tht at least my slippers dint fly into mid air then drop onto my face, right ?
knn.
if tht really happens, WHOA !
i will go and jump into the sea man !
so shit !
gosh !
i dont believe it !

=\

trg \ champion -

2004-11-20T14:54:00.000-08:00

now it is a dream ;
later, it will be reality ;;

dare to dream ;
dare to do ;;

- stares at yinghui

hehehe.
i told you i'll blog abt it !
=)

anyway, had trg this morning from 0800-1130 hours.
i emerged CHAMPION !
hahah.
second time, i think.
yeah.
won the top few players in the team and im quite glad lah.
hehehe.
must work hard and maintain.
yupp.
at least, i won tht ~~whoever~~.
oh whtever.

after trg, me \ xinjin \ xinrong \ yinghui \ daphne \ yuanshan \ leboo \ amy \ jasmine went to angmokio central to have lunch.
i had ban mian.
hahah.
i think it rocks !
lol.
so delicious.
hehehe.
okay, im mad.
=/

after tht, we went to sinten to choose our jersey and fonts and all.
amy dint go though.
we were there for so long but everyone came out empty handed.
paiseh man.
hehehe.

argued with xinjin in sinten.
okay, not argued lah, just reasoned stuff out with her cos she doesnt get me.
tsktsk.

the conversation -
me - ask aunty ( sinten aunty ) to pass the jersey to yuanshan then yuanshan bring it to school on tuesday then we all see lah.
xinjin - how ?
me - aiyoh. yilong is there wht. so she'll be going wht. later then get her to pass it to her lah.
xinjin - but it's locked ...
me - yeah, but she's going so she can pass it to yuanshan.
xinjin - - HUH ? yilong cant open for wht. you mean your ( my ) daddy works in the back then you have the key to open meh ? unless before nine when the bank closes then you can go rob lah.
me - wht lah ? no lah. i mean ... since yilong is there so SHE will be going so SHE can open and pass the jersey to yuanshan lah.
xinjin - oh ...

WTH lah.
hahah.
she took a LONG time to get my idea man.
tsktsk.
xinjin ah !!!
=P

later, still have trg in the club.
quite sian lah.
feel like sleeping.
dot knw wht happened this morning..
i couldnt wake up ?
hahah.
okay, it AINT unusual tht i cant wake up but i felt drowsy ?
i dint even take any medicine or whtever..
dont knw lah.
wierd.
resulting tht i was late for trg.
oops.
=/

nothing else.
update after trg.
byebye.

=)

initiative \ not me =)

2004-11-19T23:31:00.000-08:00

=)
im HAPPY !
same \ same \ SAME
hehehe.
okay, calm down.
lol.
~~initiative~~ -

had good-oh-chinese tuition this morning at 1030 hours.
wth.
woke up at 1000 hours.
i was sort of sleepwalking lah.
so sleepy.
but tuition was darn slack.
only shuk \ i went so i was rambling all the way for two whole hours.
dint even complete a single assignment.
hahah.
i talked all sorts of shit with my teacher.
some vulgar words were used too.
oops.
=after tht, shuk \ mum \ i went to novena square.
had lunch there.
walked ard.
went home at 1500++ hours.

but before going home, i had to go collect my doggie, goldie's vitamin.
yawns yawns.

reached home.
went online.
my FAVOURITE LEISURE.
crapped crapped crapped for an hour or so, while watching tennis masters series.
it was not LIVE telecast.
was carlos moya VS roger federer.
not sure who won cos half way through, i went out already.
forgotten to ask ppl for the results also.
sheesh -

went to heeren with shuk.
we went straight to hmv and bought SEVEN albums.
backstreet boys \ greatest hits -
blue \ the best of blue -
simple plan \ still not getting any -
shark tale ost -
jin \ the rest is history -
britney spears \ my prerogative -
love songs -
=)

walked ard for a while then headed for takashimaya to meet my mum.
and DARN !
tht's when i was in great pain.
my stomach ached like hell and i almost died.
dont wna talk abt it already.
erghhhhh.
=/

had dinner at a japanese restaurant which served really slowly.
had to wait for half hour for this dish lah.
wth.
almost died waiting but luckily, it wasnt my food.
heheh.
mean mean.

missed singapore idol result show BUT i taped it.
hehehe.
i was so nervous during dinner cos i was very worried tht sylvester would be out.
but PHEW -
he's still IN !
he's in the FINALS !
hahah.
along with taufik.
i guess, taufik would win ultimately cos he's really stronger than sylvester.
as for olinda..
haii.
im really sad for her.
honestly, when it was showing her tribute video, i teared man.
im feel really a pity tht she's gone.
sighs.
nevertheless, i voted for sylvester TWICE.
im such a fan ?
erm..
whtever.
hahah.

im excited and looking really forward for 01122004 cos it's the FINALS.
hahah.
and then 03122004 !
whee -
im leaving this small island.
leaving for sydney.
hahah.
im more excited for this.
oh oh !
also on the 25112004 or 26112004, im going to watch jaychou's concert !
world tour man.
hahah.
hope it would be good.
yupp.

nothing more.
nights.

=)

jonathan \ friendster

2004-11-19T10:11:00.000-08:00

blahblah.
currently, my friendster has only 263 friends.
i deleted a couple of those sly fan club and all.
hahah.
im NOT even in the club so yeah.
and i prefer real ppl.
hehehe.
whtever.

oh !
during yesterday's competition, i saw jonathan.
his school got third.
erm, yeah.
anyway, when i was at the cafe there, i saw him and the typical me went to ask him if he has friendster.
hahah.
he HAS but doesnt use anymore.
erghhhhh.
i went to user search and there were 19 pages of jonathan ong.
wth.
how ~~easy~~ to find him.
bleah.
ohwells.
nvm.
when i see him at the club, i shall ask him to add me.
hehehe.

=)

safra competition - continuation

2004-11-18T21:14:00.000-08:00

okay, watched singapore idol already so i shall comtinue with my post.
anyway, for the FINALS, we played against anglican high.
we won them 3-0.
xinjin \ i didnt play cos we were second doubles.
yeah.

today was overall a waste of time.
we played finish our matches like so swiftly and had to wait.
blahblah.

and the medals were screwed up.
wth.
instead of tabletennis, they printed tennis.
right.
whtever.

anyway, trg was sickening.
so dreadful.
i played like shit.
totally crap.
only won five out of eight games.
wtf.
so pathetic.
wang said i had a bad temper for he'd saw me banging my bat.
erghhhhh.
this is just human nature, please..
ohwells.

hmmm.
i feel like piercing my ear AGAIN.
nahh, not ~~again~~ lah.
just one more on my left ear.
but after looking at the mirror for a couple of times, i realise tht it's quite impossible to pierce and not let my mum see cos my hair is always behind my ear.
shithole.
arghhhhh.
but nvm, i shall find a way.
hehehe.
=P

nothing else already, i guess.
shall update later tonight if there's anymore shit i wna say.

byebye.

safra competition -

2004-11-18T19:56:00.000-08:00

just had my bathe.
phew -
lol.
you ppl must think im mad when i say phew - just after a bathe.
nahh, im not mad.
it's just tht you should bathe BEFORE eight cos it's freaky to bathe after tht.
dont wna freak you ppl out lah, so i shant say why.
hehehe.
im nice huh ?!
erm..

went to collect my contacts.
FINALLY.
hahah.
the pair tht im wearing now is like my last pair so yeah.
ohwells.
blah.

had the safra competition this afternoon, right after trg.
we got CHAMPION !
hahah.
all so NO KICK lah so yeah.
if we dont get champion, i guess, tht's so no face.
yupp.

we played against nan something lah.
dont knw how to spell.
hahah.
then we won 3-0.
xinjin \ i played first doubles cos dodo \ xuefang hadnt arrived and all so yeah.
we won nevertheless.
quite an easy match.
then for the FINALS,

ahhhhh !
later then continue, singapore idol NOW !

seeyou !

elvis presley - lol

2004-11-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

oh oh !
i'd forgotten to mention !
hahah.
this one, i guess, ppl will think im seriously mad.
lol.

xinjin went to sji to collect her bat from yao and she saw ELVIS PRESLEY !
LOL !
who was tht ?!
hehehe.
sorry lah, i cant say it here.
if not, i think tht person will whack me.
hehehe.

after she'd told me, i kept laughing like hell.
i guess, i was super duper mad lah.
but i dont give a shit cos i think it's so darn FUNNY !
hehehe !

okay, i think im seriously insane.
ignore me.

and im HAPPY cos angel is coming tmr !
woohoo.
happy happy !

=)

team competition \ safra -

2004-11-17T21:17:00.000-08:00

just heard the file xinjin sent to me through msn.
hahah.
it was darn hell funny.
and vulgar too.
hehehe.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU \ I'LL KILL YOU
lol.
darn lame.
=P

ohwells.
darn tired and my eyes hurt like shit.
oh darn.
this sucks.
i hate it when my eyes hurt.
i guess, my contacts were dirty or something ?
erghhhhh.
it was just so uncomfortable and all.
bleahs.

woke up at 0930 hours then tore the postcards off my wall.
sian lah.
for no reason, woke up just to do tht.
whtever.
then i went back to sleep till 1130 hours.
hahah.
had lunch then set off for safra.

me \ xinjin \ yuanshan \ florence \ jasmine \ dodo \ xuefang played the team game.
we won all the matches.
against some sort of erm.. lousy schools lah.
but shitholicly, we played badly.
i guess, we were too confident and too full of ourselves already so yeah.
tmr, are the finals.
i guess, we would get champion lah.
hahah.

NO KICK !

we played against three teams.
xinjin \ i played doubles for the first two matches.
we dint play the third one cos i had to leave.
i went to british council lah, not a date.
hehehe.
whtever.
=P

i saw jonathan there too.
lol.
and xinjin thought she was very cool lah.
she asked him to pass her the ball, with her hand in the air, trying to tell him tht's her ball..
blahblah.
then i asked her - aye. you think tht guy dao or not ?
then she said - okay loh. i think i more dao.
i said - ERM.. tht's my friend leh. i think he's quite dao hoh. ( i laughed )
then she said - you go ask him to eat shit lah.

LOL kkay
xinjin - YOU'RE SO LAME BUT NOT COOL !
hehehe
kidding lah.

anyway, british council..
gosh.
it was so freaking boring man.
i got 72 marks for the placement test.
dont knw upon wht lah so yeah.
such a score, im able to get into the ~~smart smart~~ class lah but im not IP programme one so i cant go in.
wth.
so unfair.
erghhhhh.
ohwells.

nothing else already lah.

shit.
i havent bathed.
but i wna bathe.
but after eight, it would be freaky to bathe.
ahhhhhh.
whtever.

=/

byebye.

shark tale !!!

2004-11-16T20:02:00.000-08:00

whee -
im happy now.
hahah.
im super happy, in fact.
lol.

okay, i think im going mad.
ohwells.
anyway, i went to watch SHARK TALE today !
this afternoon, at junction eight, with leboo.
it was a not-tht-funny yet NICE show.
hahah.
cos WILL SMITH is featured in there !
lol.
=)

im glad i finally watched it !
FINALLY, tht is.
oh gosh.
hehehe.
im going really mad.
ignore me.
lol.

after the movie, we took neos.
we spent hours to decorate them cos we simply had loads of time.
cool huh ?!
lol.

then, went home.
fuck it.
the journey in the car was so disgusting.
my mum just kept yanking abt the taxi fares and all.
just cos i took a cab to school this afternoon and i called for it then she went blahblahblah.
oh bother !
can she just shut up ?!
DARN !
seriously dont knw wht is her problem lah !

and gheesh !
my table is full of ants.
tmd.
wth.

...

had trg this afternoon from 1200-1500 hours.
i emerged fourth, i think.
not sure lah.
ohwells.
i dont exactly bother cos i was darn pissed during trg.
hmmm.
but i not bad lah, hehehe, i managed to control myself and dint kill my bat.
oh crap.
i only sweared twice and it was incredible.
hahah.
=/

after trg, went to eat then movie then blah.

tht was just today.
so boring huh ?!
sian lah.

tmr, have an interview at british council or whtever tht it.
hahah.
quite excited lah.
erm..
whtever.

but coincidentally, there's a group event competition at safra tmr.
i guess, i'll just play a game then off i go.
ohwells.
dont knw lah.

nothing else.
byebye.

=)

shark tale !

2004-11-15T20:52:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh !
i really have to scream !

I HAVENT WATCHED SHARK TALE !

darn darn darn !

shuk told me to just get the vcd when they're out.
no way !
i got to support WILL SMITH !
he is so rocking !
i've got to watch at the cinema then the ranking would be higher !
but shit !
NO ONE wna watch or either have watched already !
shit !

im sad !
= (

quiz

2004-11-15T20:33:00.000-08:00

hehehe.
i think im quite mad these two days.
lol.
i simply love making quizes.
i've made three already.
hahah.

the first one, i was happy with it cos most ppl knw wht my birthday is.
=)
the most common mistakes were the one abt the band and wht drink i like.
for the band, i like bsb but most put blue.
and someone even said the bsb is expired ?
hmpf !
they rock man !
i so anticipate their next album to be published !
and for the drinks, most ppl put 100+ when it is orangina.
hahah.
i love tht drink and i've just drunk a bottle today.
havent drunk for a while and it tasted great !
yum yum !
hahah.

today was basically quite a normal day lah.
went out with shuk \ mum in the afternoon.
went to raffles city and all.
bought some crap.
quite boliao.

came home then cooked ?
erm..
yeah.
i DID cook.
okay, not exactly ?
ohwells.

...

we had an italian dinner tonight.
had chicken ; spaghetti ; salad ; pizza.
the spaghetti was cooked by my sister and it tasted good !
hmmm.
maybe cos of the basil leaves.
lol.
the chicken was already ready made ..
as in, we bought it.
yeah.
the salad was made by my mum and finally, i was the ONE who made the pizza.
hehehe.
the pizza were the best !
duhh.
lol.

im TALENTED in cooking !
erm..
=/

anyhow, super full now.

have trg tmr.
surprisingly, im quite looking forward to it.
hahah.
im obsessed with gluing my rubber and all.
i think it's just so fun.
erm..
hehehe.
ignore me ?
ohwells.

seeyou ppl.
byebye.

=)

how i talk to each individual -

2004-11-15T01:47:00.000-08:00

i realise something -
this something is abt me -
hahah -

i think im a wierd person -
why am i wierd -
cos i tend to not be able to speak to certain ppl in tht normal tone -
hahah -
it sounds wierd enough huh -

wht do i mean by tht normal tone -
i mean, i cant be myself -
as in, i tend to be nervous and ~~conservative~~ -
i dare not be tht lame person i usually am -
very funny and it sucks, really -

towards these three ppl -
gheesh -
conversations are darn wierd -
i dont knw how should i speak -
wth -
so loser eh -

but recently, towards this particular one, im quite neutral already -
i no longer have tht sense of fear when we have conversations -
i no longer feel nervous when im talking -
and tht's good -
hahah -

the other two -
ghee -
i guess, i need some time -
hahah -

=/

idol rocks -

2004-11-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

hahah -

im HAPPY -
im MAD -
im BLUSHING -

stuck up ass -

2004-11-14T17:44:00.000-08:00

STUCK UP !

jealous ? whtever -

2004-11-14T13:55:00.000-08:00

i thought she was his girl.
then now, how come he, as in, the other he is chasing after her ?

this is so wierd.

cip \ trg

2004-11-13T22:01:00.000-08:00

tired out.
today is a super TABLETENNIS loaded day.
i dont believe it.
i've trained for abt FIVE hours.
it's quite insane ?
hahah.
okay, not exactly lah.
cos last time, i trained more ?
ohwells.

had trg in the morning from 0800-1130 hours.
trained for abt 20 BEAUTIFUL \ FUN \ NICE minutes with my angel.
lol.
okay, im mad.
whee -

there were ngeeann poly ppl who came to have a friendly match with us.
yao was totally insane ?
err.
whtever.
so many of the sngs ppl got to partner one another but ME ?
i got to play like hell and slog it all out.
i played matches after matches.
so darn tiring.
gosh.
the only time when i could rest was just to take a sip and POOF ! go back to play.
played a total of seven matches and i lost ONE !
one to tht red tshirt guy.
okay, he's good.
he's their best player in the team.
he la well.
i lost 1-3.
not so bad lah.
hahah.
okay, self comforting.
heheh.

after trg, me \ yinghui \ xinjin \ xinrong \ amy went to toa payoh.
we had lunch there and then xinjin \ xinrong \ me headed for stta to hand in the lianhezaobao forms.
and guess wht ?!
the reception counter WAS not open !
biatch.
wasted trip lah.
sian.

then headed for junction eight.
walked ard for a while then my parents came to pick me up.

went home.
bathed.
went out.
headed for ssc.

had the second trg from 1700-1800 hours.
then after tht, played doubles.
oh gosh ! the doubles was totally DISGUSTING !
so sian, i must say.
totally boliao and a waste of my time.
gheesh.
the ppl were playing so slowly and i really wna cry out loud.
lol.
whtever.

im going to get another bat.
my FAVOURITE bat tht i've ever used.
not tht i spoilt my current one but i just prefer the other one so yeah.
im NOT violent !
i LOVE my bat !
i TREASURE my bat !
err.
like real ?
lol.
whtever.

going to get new jerseys for the team also.
hopefully the designs this year are nice.
hehehe.

i guess, i played quite well today lah.
hahah.
just tht some shitholed balls piaoed but oh bother !
lol.

nothing much ab today lah.
just ping ping pong pong here and there.
lalala.

yesterday 12112004

okay.
yesterday was darn hell tiring also man.
just tht it was cip cip and CIP !
hahah.

from morning at 0730 hours all the way to 2100 hours.
gosh.
can you believe it ?
whtever.

my SON \ my GODSON \ my XI FU \ royal OCTOPUS went to the old folks' home.
they are biyan \ peishan \ jenyun \ amanda lah.
hahah.
whtever.

it was darn boring there.
i SWEAR i'll not go there ever again.
god !
help me ah !
whtever.
total waste of my SLEEPING time lah.
bullshit.
dont wna elaborate so yeah.

we left at 1330 hours.
we headed for the esplanade.
we actually wna do cip at the library but they DONT accept cip.
hell.
wasted trip.
then we just went ard shopping and all.
dint buy anything.
hahah.
i went into a notebook shop and just slacked.
i actually wna buy one but it was not priced ?!
wth.
shitholed.
gahhhhh.

then after seperating with the rest, amanda \ biyan \ i accompanied biyan to dont knw wht station then amanda \ i headed for angmokio central.
had dinner then headed for school.
school to do cip.
we sold the oat cubes.
some were made by ME !
whee -
hahah.
im mad.
whtever.
we sold loads and we're GOOD at selling man
i wna go to suntec or wht shit to sell but no more selling.
sighs.
my cip hours !
lol.

reached home at like 2055 hours when it was just the time to reveal the results for the singapore idol.
SYLVESTER is SAVE !
so HAPPY !
woohoo -
DAPHNE is OUT !
woot woot -

slept super early.
like at 2200++ hours ?
hahah.
mad huh ?
whtever.
super tired so yeah.
and tht very night, my house kenna black out.
wtshit.
then i slept at 0300 hours.

blahblahblah.

nothing much already.

im NOT shallow \ i DONT go for looks -
hahah.

byebye.

=)

singapore idol \ asian pop

2004-11-11T21:55:00.000-08:00

just watched finish singapore idol.
it was awesome.
hahah.

as usual, i LOVE SYLVESTERSIM !
as usual, i like olindacho !
as usual, i okay taufik !
as usual, i dont like daphnekhoo !

whee -

sylvester was ROCKKING man !
it was TOTALLY a SYLVESTER mania !
hahah !
totally impressed by the was he sang an jing by jaychou.
but he dint sing tht well for the first song by davidtao.
nevertheless, he was magnificent !
i voted for him the moment gurmit said the lines were opened.
hahah.
im totally a fanatic over him !
woohoo -

olinda put up a great performance too.
her vocals were very powerful and definitely had earned my applause for her.
she sang well for both but extremely well for the second.
the second one was really captivating !
SUPERB !
i shall vote for her !
heheh.

taufik was not bad, i guess.
i dint exactly was listening to him sing for i was sms-ing MY son.
lol.
and my mum actually said tht taufik was charming and erm.. good looking ?
hmmm.
we'll see.
hahah.
no comments though.
...
ohwells.

daphne, daphne..
gheesh.
her performance was totally puke-ish.
lol.
i dint enjoy it a single bit and i thought it sucked like HELL !
totally essence of CRAP !
her chinese was so lousy !
pathetic pronunciation !
worse than my erm.. indian slang chinese !
she SHOULD be OUT !
or rather, she should be OUT ten years ago.
blahblah.

as for the disgusting judges..
DARN !
i hate them ALL !
they are so biased !
when they like this particular idol hopeful, it's super obvious.
they would just praise and praise and praise lke he or she never had before.
like COME ON !
you've got to be impartial, right ?!
sighs.

dick lee..
oh man !
give me a break !
always having tht stupid ~~smile~~ on his face !
whtever.
criticises sylvester as though sylvester had killed his dad or something.
praises daphne as though she had bribed him to say so.
lalala.
whtever !!!
wht is so great abt daphne ?!
oh gosh !
TONE DEAF !

florence lian..
whoa.
dont wna talk abt her.
i really dont like her..
until she said - see you in the finals - to sylvester.
hahah.
im prejudiced and biased also huh ?
whtever.
=P

douglas o..
- shakes head
he loves olinda as though she is god.
okay, she is good but he has to be fair too.
i mean, olinda is not the only being singing on tht very stage and all he sees is her and only HER !
tsktsk.
tht is very unprofessional man.
oh bother !
but at least, he sides olinda.
hahah.
which ... is good, i guess.

ken lim..
whoa !
trouble maker !
ohwells.
talk talk talk.
blahblahblah.
rahh rahh rahh.
all sorts of essence of shit also can yank.
lalala.
anything he wishes lah.

...

SINGAPORE IDOL is SYLVESTER MANIA !

=)

friendster is the key -

2004-11-11T19:06:00.000-08:00

i just went friendster surfing.
went to many ppl's pages and all.

i guess friendster is the KEY.
perhaps, it is the only place whereby i can erm.. calm myself down and all ?
ohwells.

i went to this particular page and read the totally hilarious profile of his.
i instantly LOL-ed.
hahah.
tht's a good sign.
so whenever im pissed or whtever, i shall just go and read his profile.
hahah.
whtever.

no more singapore idol for me !
i dont wna go anymore UNLESS it is a confirm tht i can go in !
i would NEVER wna humilate myself by going all the fucking way there and not being able to get in.
NO WAY !

eyecandy * - = (

chris evans \ cellular

2004-11-11T16:27:00.000-08:00

oh oh !
i forgotten to mention.
hahah.

i LOVE chris evans !
he is so cute !
hahah.
he's the male lead in cellular.
yupp.

he has nice features ;
he has a good built ;
he has a perfect body ;
he has the most pretty-boy look ;;

whee -

=))

movies -

2004-11-11T16:09:00.000-08:00

whee -
just came home from paragon.
went out with my parents.
had lunch at sushi tei.
then went to shop ard.
i bought a tee shirt and some soap from marks and spencer.

i think im so ~~ah sao~~ lah.
a young one tht is.
hahah.
i love to go to supermarkets to walk ard and buy toiletries.
hahah.
tht's quite wierd, i guess.
lol.

going to watch the LIVE singapore idol with shuk.
hahah.
must THANK her for the ticket.
oh.
she's featured on eightdays too.
hahah.
showing her and her friends holding boards of olinda.
yupp.
go check it out.
lol.

gheesh.
many movies have yet to screen and im so GOING to watch them all.
hahah.
i shall list -
shark tale - WILL SMITH =)
the forgotten
the incredibles
taxi
alexander
national treasure
bridget jones \ the edge of reason
surviving christmas
polar express
shall we dance

i've watched -
the princess diaries
ladder 49
cellular
the grudge
white chicks

i'll NEVER watch the doll master !
NO WAY !

i shall go make some friendship bands now.
hahah.
bet many ppl will be uber shocked upon reading tht im going to make friendship bands.
lol.

=)

kenneth goh ! =P

2004-11-10T20:47:00.000-08:00

im so HAPPY !
hahah.

WHY ?
cos im talking to kenneth, as mentioned in the previous entry.
im talking to the most HANDSOME ; NICE ; LOVABLE ; SWEET ; CUTE ; TALENTED ; TALL kenneth goh !
he's the one and only kenneth !

i LOVE him !
he's the BEST !
he's the BEST BUTT i ever have !

i've got to say all these, if not, he'll run away then i'll have no BUTT.
lol.

im so HAPPY !
HAPPY cos im talking to my BIGGEST CRUSH !
lalala.
how lucky i am.

=P

testimonials finally back !

2004-11-10T20:42:00.000-08:00

whee.
im HAPPY now.
hahah.

WHY ?!

MY TESTIMONIALS ARE BACK !

woohoo -
how happy could i be ?!
hahah.
just a couple of minutes ago, i was still complaining to the cool kenneth.
lalala.
whtever.
then i logged into friendster and they are back !
whee -

=)

testimonials ?!

2004-11-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

shit.
sinful sinful.
just munched down half a bar of chocolate.
ohwells.
whtever.

im dead beat.
super tired.
tired from the darn cip i did in school this afternoon.
from 1330-1900 hours.
nice nice.
whtever.

wrapped those shitholed oat cubes up and all.
the process was simply dreadful.
fuck it.
im so tired.
fingers hurt like hell.

SHIT CIP !

nahh.
cip is the KEY.
err.
got to clock 100 hours in four years.
tht is no joke lah.
whtever.

dont knw wht had gotten into me man !
i accidentally tripped over this cloth and i leaned against the wall.
it aint anything big just tripping BUT the wall was still WET !
wet paint, i mean.
wth.
so fucking suey lah.
and wht colour was it ?!
YELLOW !
nice nice.
BANANA ...
- rolls

and im pissed off.
pissed off once again.
this is so UNFAIR !
many ppl have gotten their testimonials back and ME ?!
fuck it.
they are still missing.
shithole.
wtf.

SCREW FRIENDSTER !

youu *

2004-11-09T23:39:00.000-08:00

another post yet again.

they say absence makes the heart grow fonder..

is tht the case ?
i beg to differ.

came across some person's blog so i decided to blog it in my own.

it has been 66 days..
it has been 1584 hours..
it has been 95040 seconds..

youu*

outrageous \ initiative

2004-11-09T22:57:00.000-08:00

oh oh !
forgotten to mention.
hahah.

only a couple of ppl knw abt this lah.
ssshhhh -

I DID AN OUTRAGEOUS THING LAST NIGHT !
08112004 !
HAHAH !
I DINT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY DID THT !
I DINT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY COULD SUMMON SO MUCH COURAGE AFTER GOD KNWS HOW LONG AND DID THT !
HAHAH !
IM MAD NOW !

ignore me.
lol.

=)

cellular -

2004-11-09T22:33:00.000-08:00

yawns yawns.
just got home from plaza singapura.
went to have dinner there with shuk \ mum.
very full now.
ahhhhh.

went ard shopping a while.
i bought a water bottle and a tshirt.
both items from asics.

dint do much there.
just walked ard and all.
sian lah.
i bought some friendship band strings too.
hahah.
im going to make man.
hahah.
but dont knw wht the hell is their problem lah..
dont have black.
wth.
idiot.
oh bother !

had trg in the afternoon from 1430-1730 hours.
sian as usual.
my angel dint come.
haii.
ohwells.

...

i emerged second today.
i thought i played darn badly lah.
so fucked up with my skills.
they are deproving like god knws how man.
erghhhhh.
how pissing is tht ?!
DARN !

i did the zhan ban thingy.
as in, glue the rubber and peel off thingy ?
err.
whtever tht is called lah.
no feel ?
ahhhhh, i dont knw.
lalala.

i was really violent and all during trg.
i slammed my bat several times and banged banged banged numerous times also.
gheesh.
when will this darn habit be gone ?!
SHITHOLE !
blahblah.
dint exactly curse tht much though.
lol.

and not tht i wna abuse my bat, i was just too pissed.
dont knw wth, everyone was so tyco.
oh fine.
to be fair, im tyco too but not at the crutial point, right ?!
argh.
so pissing lah.

before trg, i went to junction eight.
went with amanda.
we went to watch cellular.
woww.
it was a darn nice show man.
i love it lah.
hahah.
it was so exciting and all.
but it aint recommended to watch a second time cos it wont be tht thrilling after tht.
BUT it is a MUST WATCH, nevertheless.
and the male lead is good looking ; shuai ; charismatic
hahah.
mad over him lah.
he's a nice ; helpful ; smart guy in the show too.
brave also lah.
hahah.
he's COOL !
=)

after the movie, we went to ~~watch~~ shark tale.
hahah.
not exactly watched lah cos we sneaked in.
eh.
it wasnt on purpose.
I SWEAR.
hahah.
whtever.
i mean, after cellular, we just exited from a different exit then just happened tht there were other movies screening too so we just went to take a look so yeah.
the first one we went in to, it was screening ladder 49.
i watched it before and amanda dint wna watch it so we changed a cinema.
WOOHOO !
then coincidentally, we went into the cinema screening shark tale !
how happy could i get man !
hahah.
my WILL SMITH !
hahah.
im going gaga.
lol.
watched for the last twenty minutes of the show then we left.
but im still going to watch the whole show again cos i dint get wht's going on in the last part.
have to go beg ppl to go watch with me.
so chum.
lol.

tmr, have math remedial.
phew -
it's the last session.
hahah.
then after tht, going to do cip.
dont knw do wht though.
just slack ard then pian some cip hours.
woohoo.
tht is cool.
lol.
whtever.

links done -

2004-11-08T16:22:00.000-08:00

lalala -
feeling so contented -
feeling so successful -
lol -
madness -

anyway, i've just done up my link page -
whee -
added a couple of ppl and all -
changed the ' mouseover ' thingy -
quite tedious -

yawns yawns -
im so sleepy -
woke up quite early today -
at abt 0920 hours -
and dont knw wht's up last night -
erghhhhh -
couldn't get to sleep -
only slept at 0230++ hours -
wierd wierd -

ohwells -
nothing else -

I LOVE BLOGGING -
lol -
=P

shark tale -

2004-11-08T09:53:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh -
i have YET to watch SHARK TALE -
seems tht NO ONE wna watch -
or maybe, EVERYONE has watched it already -

rahhhhh -
I WNA WATCH SHARK TALE -
I WNA WATCH WILL SMITH -
okay, maybe just listen to his voice lah -
hahah. -
whtever -
however it is, SHARK TALE -

sgt -

2004-11-07T23:11:00.000-08:00

third time blogging today ?
ohwells.
just wna find somewhere to rant.
this is the best place, i guess.

...

i went blog surfing.
some were super sian..
some were super just normal..
some were emotional..

haii.
sighs.

rachel has left.
she has left for canada for good.
wonder when will she be back.
year 2006 or 2007, i guess.
haii.
tht's a super long time later.

it has only been TWO days after her departure and im already missing her dearly.
ahhhhh.
THREE more YEARS later then i would see her.
THREE more YEARS later then i would get to talk to her face to face.
THREE more YEARS ...

wonder how would it be like after THREE YEARS.
three years is a total of 1095 days.
how long is tht ?!

i regret not going to the airport to see her off on friday.
haii.
i dont knw why i didnt go.
i SHOULD have gone.
perhaps, i was being selfish ?
i dint wna face her leaving.
i dint wna see her backview disappear slowly.
i dint wna ...

two lonely nights when tears just kept streaming down my cheeks.
i dont wna cry.
i wna convince myself tht she is coming back soon.
i wna convince myself tht she is coming back SUPER soon but to no avail.
it is just hard to see a friend leave.
and not even seeing her off ?
DARN !
im such a shitholed friend !

the night before she left, we were talking on the phone.
during the talk, i must say tht i was feeling rather neutral ?
as in, i just took it as a super normal conversation with a friend.
but when we ended the conversation and said the last BYEBYE..
brahhhhh -
tears started to roll down my cheeks.
super loads.
haii.
i dint expect myself to cry, not a single bit.
now tht she is not in singapore, i guess, this is the time when our friendship would be put under a test.
seriously, NO ONE can replace her.
she is the ONLY one whom i can confide in loads.
she is the ONLY person whom i can tell every single thing to.
she is the ONLY person whom can tolerate my nonsense. =/

she asked me if i would forget her ?
HELL NO !
tht was the reply i gave to her.
i mean, HOW would you forget your friend ?
tht is so contradicting and hypocritical, i guess.
since you regard this very person as your friend, if you happen to forget him / her then i suggest you to just go and die.
i mean, as a friend, you and tht friend of yours definitely have been through some stuff.
be it thick or thin.
to forget you actually have such a friend before, tht is really unbelievable !

blahblahblah.

i wonder how is she doing now.
is she able to adapt to the freezing weather there and all ?
is she doing well ?

i wish her all the best.

loveyou rachel -
missyou rachel -
i'll NEVER forget you -

=)

predictable -

2004-11-07T17:27:00.000-08:00

lalala.

life is so predictable ?
i am so predictable ?

well well.
i dont knw.

whenever my phone vibrates,
whenever i open the sms recieved,
it would always be so predictable..
i would always be able to guess who sent the sms.
it would never be from the one i wna recieve from.

life is so boring.
life is so uninteresting.
life is so crap.
life is so ...

holidays now.
it seems really sian.
nothing special, really.
aint holidays supposed to be interesting and full of life ?
nahh.
it aint the case.

i wna get out of this pathetic city, singapore as soon as possible.
ahhhh.
im rotting.
im rotting from boredom.
im rotting from sian ness.

fortunately, in december, im leaving this city.
going to sydney.
going for a week, i guess.
the longer the merrier.
hahah.
going to miss the sntt camp.
=/

stuupiid -

asshole -

2004-11-07T13:00:00.000-08:00

IM NOT GOING TO HELP ANYMORE !

one sentence of pissness and tht's how it will be.
i will abide to it and really not ~~help~~.

THANKYOU SHUK !
hahah.
thank for wht ?
err.
cos she got me A ticket to singapore idol !
whee -

byebye friendster -

2004-11-06T22:51:00.000-08:00

well well.
wht else have i got to say abt friendster ?
nothing, i guess.
ohwells.
just going to log in for the sake of it but aint going to write testimonials of ask ppl to write for me already.

ALL TESTIMONIALS ARE GONE !
ALL TESTIMONIALS ARE DOWN THE DRAIN !

BYEBYE FRIENDSTER !

lalala.

super tired now.
totally worn out, i guess.
yawns yawns.

had trg this morning from 0800-1130 hours.
played in the elimination style.
i lost the first match so i was down to the bottom eight.
rather sian lah.
loads of tyco-s in the match and i was really frustrated.
argh.
ohwells.
tht is just part of the game..
yeahyeah.

in the end, i guess, i got number nine.
not so bad lah.
...
base on the fact tht i wasnt playing my best and was erm.. busy modifying actions ?
hahah.
whtever.
=/

played a couple of tough matches but fortunately, i managed to pull through.
phew -
played against this girl called yuzhen and she is good.
tough fight, tough fight..
i was down by two sets then i managed to gain back my strokes and eventually won.
phew - again.

a couple of girls from pcps also came to train with us.
one of them was not bad lah but she erm.. cheats points ?
oops.
ohwells.

after tht, had lunch with xinjin \ xinrong \ yuanshan \ leboo \ amy in school.

blahblahblah.

then the four of us excluding xinrong and yuanshan went to junction eight.
cos too sian in school already so yeah.
took neos and went to popular and sembawang.
went back late to school.
oops.

then the PATHETIC open house started.
started at 1400 hours.
we trained, trained trained..
but DARN !
how ~~nice~~ !
not a single person came for tabletennis.
some ~~came~~ [ yeah right ! ] , but was just to ask where the canteen was.
whtever.
total frustrating.

another thing pissing off was tht -
by right, for each cca, most of the members should stay back for the open house.
but again, ~~nice~~, ~~very nice~~, sntt seems to only have NINE members in the team.
woww.
oh bother !
so pathetic.

nothing much to say already lah.
then i went to play [ ? ]
hahah.
as in, went to climb onto the gateway by the guides.
jolenechua asked me to try.
hahah.
in total, i climbed on it THREE times.
quite fun lah but i was really screaming like hell all the times.
so paiseh.
=/

went home at 1700++ hours.
came home.
eat.
slack.
watch tv.

blahblahblah.

nothing else already.

byebye.

welcome -

dying -

2004-11-05T12:07:00.000-08:00

oh fuck it !
this is so disgusting !
everything ard me SUCKS !
i HATE it !

im STILL pissed off at friendster !
i still cant accept the fact tht ALL my TESTIMONIALS are GONE !
DARN !
it's like EVERY SINGLE ONE !
fuck it !

im QUITE pissed off at blogger, still cos the entry i posted last night dint get through.
im PISSED with EVERYTHING and ANYTHING !

i cant remember wht i'd said just now.
cos once again, this fucked up internet screwed up and the window automatically closed.
wth !
how ~~nice~~ it is !

had trg today.
it was sian.
played team against team kind of game.
i won five out of eight, i think.
dont knw lah.
dont care also.
oh bother !

it's just another sian day to pass.
nothing special.
nothing unusual.
nothing great.
nothing cool.
nothing nice.

lalala.

i fucking hell hate irresponsible ppl.
i dont understand wht out of the blue, i have to be in charged of this and tht.
wht is the meaning of this ?!
i feel so wronged !
one moment, im being backstabbed.
the other moment, im being asked the do this and tht.
woww.
how ~~nice~~ !
this sucks !
sucks like hell !

i wna talk to someone.
i wna scream to someone.
i wna tell all my pissness to someone.
i wna share my problems with someone.
i wna ...
i wna ...
i wna ...

...

but where is tht someone ?
im still searching..

missing -

fucked up -

2004-11-04T12:14:00.000-08:00

great great -
computer stuff are just so fucking great -
darn darn DARN -
im fucking pissed now -
fucking fucking fucking pissed -

fuck friendster -
friendster is fucking hell screwed -
how ~~nice~~ -
ALL my testimonials are GONE ?!
wtfuck -
i dont believe it -
darn hell full of fucking fucked up shit -

DAMN -

blogger is another one -
woww -
last night, i just published a post and it couldnt get through -
thus the whole post was gone -
another ~~nice~~ thing -

IM SO FUCKING FUCKED UP BY ALL THESE SHIT !
WHEN WIL THEY STOP ?!
FUCK IT !

i guess, im just pms-ing ?
err.
whtever.
i dont give a damn abt everything lah.
so FUCKED UP !

missing -

im DYING -

without youu -

2004-11-02T18:53:00.000-08:00

lalala.
just blogged at my desciple's blog.
he's not in singapore so i blogged on his behalf.
and i also beautified it ?
hahah.
i dno lah.

anyway, today is quite an okay day lah.
nothing special though.
had the usual school trg and also, handed in the confirmation slip for the combination to take next year.
yupp.

reached school at 1145 hours.
then had lunch with xinjin \ leboo.
i dint eat cos i already ate before going to school.
yupp.

my angel ROCKS !
hahah.
only certain ppl knw who im referring to lah.
whee -
okay, i think im mad.
lol.
ohwells.

tmr, have math remedial.
how sian it is man.
haii.
no choise lah, who asks me to do so badly for math.
haii.
ohwells.

nothing else, i guess.
byebye.

ladder 49 -

2004-11-01T19:45:00.000-08:00

attended a ' body balance ' lesson this morning at american club.
it was so lame.
hahah.
the instructor looks lyk taufik, the singapore idol finalist.
hahah.
he looks quite da gay.
oops.
hahah.
stretched here and there.
i dont lyk it.
the moves were so darn lame.
i wont go again man.
hahah.

then in the afternoon, i went out with daphne.
we went to orchard and walked ard the whole of takashimaya \ wisma \ heeren \ cineleisure
was darn shitholed cos it rained.
ergh.
raining season sucks.
dreadful.

nevertheless, we watched ladder 49 at cineleisure.
it was an awesome show.
definitely worth watching.
it was really TOUCHING.
the scenes were so saddening.
to see the lead actor dying and leaving his loved ones behind was really unbearable.
haii.
and needless to mention, i TEARED.
yeahyeah, i DID.
ohwells.
but however it is, it was a show which is definitely worth watching.

GO CATCH IT !

we had lunch at cafe cartel.
we ate really slowly and crapped loads there.
hahah.
nice time crapping..
lol.

i bought some stuff but they WERENT for me.
hahah.
spent quite a while looking for them but luckily, my memory dint failed me so i could at least remember wht i wna buy.
phew -

we took neos after the movie.
it was still raining lyk hell lah.
I HATE THE RAIN !
we took as though we NEVER taken neos before..
lyk so lame.
hahah.
out postures and all were so screwed up.
lol.

anyhow, it was a fun day out.
=)

tmr, have to hand in the comfirmation of the combinations we wna choose.
got to hand in by 1200 hours.
i guess, i'll be there lyk at 1100 ++ hours.
hahah.
then have trg at 1330 hours.
sian.
dreadful trg.
yawns yawns.

im darn sleepy now.
actually, during the movie, i was also rather sleepy.
i slept at 0300 hours lah.
it was madness.
hahah.
and i totally reeked of bbq smell so i had to bathe before i went to sleep.
cos had a bbq session at my place with my relatives last night.
so yeah.

was online till 0200 hours.
really madness again.
hahah.
was talking to my desciple.
really crapped up stuff lah.
hahah.
the conversation was superbly long \ lame \ funny \ full of ' smileys ' [ =P ]
lol.
nevertheless, it was fun !
whee -